Enduring Desire [BMRSS]

BMRSS 1

ED 1: Abduction

"Even a happy life cannot be without a measure of darkness, and the word happy would lose its meaning if it were not balanced by sadness. It is far better taking things as they come along with patience and equanimity." - Carl Jung

Jaizz was greeted by scariest darkness when she opened her eyes. It seemed that she'd been sleeping for a million of years. She felt goosebumps all over her skin as her consciousness became aware of the dark. Though she knew that she already opened her eyelids, and yet there's something blocking her sight.

"Am I blindfolded?" she murmured softly, as if talking to herself.

An enchanting aroma of vanilla and lavender tickled her nose bud. She sneezed. She reached for the blindfolds but to her surprise, her wrists and ankles were tied up by metal shackles. She heard the clanging of the chains as she moves. She could imagine herself in an X-position on top of the bed.

Where am I? What is happening? Why am I trap? Am I just dreaming?

"Help! Please, someone help me!" she yelled as loud as she can. Someone covered her eyes but not her mouth. Hope still filled her heart, wishing that someone could hear and help her. She shouted her lungs out as she tried to escape her wrists and ankles by the manacles. Her hope started to fade when she got tired and could do nothing but to sob.

Crying out loud to her misery, she asked, "was someone playing a joke on me?" Then, she heard the click of the door. Someone finally came. Her heart held up that little hope.

"Please... Please, help me! Please untie me," she kept on pleading as she heard the creaking of the wooden floor approaching her closely.

The bed moved downwards on her right side, she's certain that someone sat on it. It was confirmed when a rough and huge finger runs on the smoothness of her cheeks.

"Who are you? Please, help me," she asked again in between her sobs.

Tanging isang malalim na buntonghininga ang itinugon nito sa kanya. Bumaba ang haplos ng mapangahas na kamay sa kanyang leeg na nagdulot nang kakaibang kaba at takot sa kanya. Lalo siyang nagpumiglas at nagmakaawa, ngunit tila bingi sa kanyang pakiusap ang kung sinumang nilalang na ito. Nilandas ng estrangherong kamay ang kanyang balagat na nagdulot ng kakaibang kiliti o pangamba sa kanya, bumaba pa ito sa kanyang kanang dibdib. Marahan nitong hinimas at banayad na pinisil-pisil. Damang-dama niya ang init ng palad nito sa walang saplot niyang hinaharap.

Binalot siya nang matinging takot nang mapagtantong nakabuyangyang ang kanyang hubad na katawan sa isang estrangherong pakiwari niya ay lalaki dahil sa laki ng kamay nito. Nandiri siya sa ginagawa nito kaya lalo siyang nagpumiglas at ibinaling-baling ang kanyang katawan.

"Don't you dare touch me! Maniac" bulyaw niya rito ngunit patuloy lamang ito sa maingat na paghimas sa malusog niyang dibdib.

Nagpatuloy siya sa pagsigaw, pagsipa at pagpupumiglas hanggang sa manghina na siya. Pinilit niyang maging malakas, huwag umiyak sa harap nito, ngunit ginapo na siya ng pagod at pagsuko. Mula sa kanyang dibdib ay lumandas ang dalawang daliri nito patungo sa kanyang sikmura at saglit pinaglaruan ang kanyang pusod. Narinig niya ang pino nitong pagsinghap.

Do I still wear even just my undies? Or am I totally naked in an X-position in this psycho's bed? Tanging naitanong niya sa kanyang sarili.

"Don't do this to me. Let me go, please. Have mercy on me. Please..." pagsumamo niya rito. Nagbakasakali siyang madaan ito sa pakiusap.

Hindi na rin niya napigilang ang mga luhang pilit niyang iniimpit. Nag-unahang itong umagos sa namumula niyang pisngi. Rinig niya ang mabilis na pagtambol ng kanyang puso. Ramdam pa niya ang pagkirot ng mga sugat sa kanyang mga palapulsuhan at bukung-bukong. Nandiri pa siya sa mga malikot na imahinasyong pumasok sa kanyang isipan sa itsura ng lalaking pangahas. Ang mga itsura ng mga pangit na kontrabida ay nagsusumiksik sa kanyang balintataw.