All you need is love (Luke hemmings/1d/rest of 5sos

Chapter 1⃣

Ashley's P.O.V.


I quickly threw on a red sweatshirt and hid the razor blade under my bed then went to opening my door to Niall. "Hey Ashley, I'm going to Louis' and the rest of the guys will be there, do you want to come with me?", Niall asked. "Um..yea sure but can you give me twenty minuets?", I ask. "Ugg....fine but in twenty one minuets I'm leaving your ass here.", Niall says laughing. I stick my tongue out at him and shut my door. I quickly peel the sweatshirt from my body to reveal a bloody mess on my wrists. I then change into my galaxy patterned skinny jeans, a regular black tank top, put on my black converse, grab my oversized zigzag sweater, and rush to the bathroom, which isn't that hard because it's right next to my room. I quickly wash all the blood off my wrists and become relieved they are no longer bleeding. I throw my sweater on and head back to my room to grab my hairbrush because my hair had managed to become a mess through out the day. While in my room I grab my razor blade and put in it my pocket. I walk over to my dresser and grab my hair brush, I phone 5s and my case to it. I walk back into the bathroom and rinse the blood of the blade. I then wipe it off (so it's dry) place it on my phone and put my tribal print case on holding the blade in place. I then brush my hair. I then walk out to find Niall grabbing his keys. "Let's go my mofo of a bro who likes to eat a type of cookie called Oreo", I say thinking words that end with "O". Niall gives me a "wtf" look and says "Let's just go", and we go out to his car.

On our way I stare at the beautiful lights in London. When I decided to live with Niall I thought I would miss Ireland, but London made it unmissable. My parents thought it was kind of weird but Niall and I didn't really care, he knew how much they favoured him and Greg and gave me hell. "We're here", Niall as he got out of the car and I did the same. "Took you long enough", Harry shouted as we walked in. "Well someone took FOREVER", Niall said looking at me. "Oh I thought Ashley was obsessing over some boy band, which boy band do you like anyway?", Louis asks laughing. "Oh there is this one band, called One Direction and their all really sexy except for Niall, well okay he is but I would never date him, EVER!", I say as I sit down in between to Harry and Liam. "Oh I heard them they're pretty good", Louis says laughing. "Okay enough of that, who likes tacos?", I say at random.
The boys begin to laugh and I remember the boys telling me about that being another word for a females lower region. "PERVS", I playfully yelled at them. "Please that was one the very few times you aren't perverted", Liam said. "Fair enough", I say shrugging. "It's weird hearing my sister cuss and be perverted because it's like you want to teach her better but...oh well", Niall says lightly laughing. I get up and scan the movies Louis has. "Oh my god if you don't let me watch this right now I will cut all of your dicks off!", I shout and point to their movie This Is Us. "But we need those", Harry says purposely over dramatic. "Then you'll let me watch it", I say smirking. "FINE UGG!", Louis says in his sassy tone. About every five minuets I would die of laugher, or cry of how sweet they are, of fall off the couch and roll on the ground because I can't even. At the end of movie Harry says my ass is on the line and I get up say, "I think I'm dead from the perfectness." I look over to see Niall eating popcorn. I used to be just like him, eat all the time, now I barely eat anything. I used to not eat anything, because fans called me fat, so when it went to America I only drank water, none of friends could get me to eat, eventually they gave up. I almost got anorexic but I came back to Ireland and barely ate anything but I still ate. Maybe like half of a normal meal once a day. Then I moved in with Niall and ate a bit more. I grab a piece of popcorn and put it in my mouth. "HEY BITCH DON'T EAT MY FUCKING FOOD!", Niall playfully yells. I walk into the kitchen and mumble to myself, "Don't worry I won't". I grab a water bottle and sit back down. "Are you okay Ashley", Harry says and I guess he thinks its because of my frown. "Yea...just...tired.", I lie. Honestly if Niall wasn't around I would tell the guys I cut, but he's always around them when I am. "Well what make you smile." "If your guys' fucking fans would stop hating me or you would realise it and tell them to stop", I want to say but instead I say, "If we could do something fun." "Fun huh?", Harry says smirking. I've always had a small thing for Harry, but during truth or dare Zayn asked him is he liked me as more than a friend and Harry said, "don't take this the wrong way Ashley, your really pretty, but no." I'm fine with it really, I'm more into blondes anyway, not my brother though just no, gross. "Haha yes fun, but we might want to go to a hotel or something...", I say joking. "Can we play would you rather?", I ask. "Sure", the guys say. "Okay, but we're not doing the whatever you pick you have to do because you guys are perverted and I plan on saving my virginity for someone special.", I say. "I'm not special?", Louis says pretending to be offended. "You know what I mean!" I say while laughing and continue with, "Niall would you rather kiss Harry or never eat food again?" "Kiss Harry, I need my food!", Niall shouts. "Harry would you rather...eat food or eat Ash-food....", Niall stops himself and looks at me. "Eat food", Harry says laughing and says, " Zayn would you rather drown or die of old age?" "Old age", Zayn says and then asks, "Louis would you rather listen to The Wanted or 5sos?" "What the hell, 5sos I actually like them. "Wait who are 5sos?", I ask. "Another boy band we know.", Liam explains. "You know how I said we were going on tour with a band called five seconds of summer?", Niall asks. "Yea.", I say. "That's them, 5sos get it?", Harry says. "Oh yea I get it now.", I say. "Oh, you should come with us to a party next Friday and meet them. "Okay", I say and continue with, "speaking of which I have school Friday and Monday and Tuesday and Wednesday and Thursday", I say groaning. "You'll be fine", Niall says. I wish he were right...not only am I bullied by fans, I am at school too. "Yea", I lie. 🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸


A/N: So this was the first chapter, I hope you liked it! And FYI Ashley's on Christmas break. She was a new student when she moved to London but she has like 3 friends so yes bye hope you like my fanfic! ✌️✌️✌️✌️