Confident ???

It's Over

                           Aurora

" Tick Toc Gun Shot "

Is all I'm fucking thinking while I'm in this meeting ..we literally talk about the same shit..THE SAME SHIT . It's all the same thang.. but today I feel very different..I feel confused...Last week I filed for divorce..I just wanted us to sign the papers and let it be done with..Roger signed them bitches with no problem..I haven't yet..I wanted this but at the same time I feel like if I sign them it's gonna be really real...we won't be married any more..but that's not bugging me at all...it's just the simple fact that he didn't fight for this...us...me ..he fought for himself and that girl who probably don't want his ass anyway..maybe it's for the best ...

While I was trapped in thoughts I could feel eyes on me...I turned to my left slightly & there he was... Omar was sitting at the head of the conference table with one hand on his leg & the other supporting his chin for some reason.. he was looking at me while listening to the presentation ..

This is a little awkward..he mouthed "Hi" to me ...his lips juicy as fuck ..I gave him a little smile & then I went backed to my thoughts ..

                          Later

Finally..Time for me to be up out this bitch..if I hurry now I can beat traffic..get home fast & then take my ass to bed ..

Right as I was walking to my car I felt a hand on my shoulder..

Me: AHHHHHH
??: Damn my ears

I turned around and I saw Omar...what the fuck was he following me for

Me: Uhh sorry..scared me a little bit
Omar: I saw that.

We both stood there for a while in silence...

Me: is there something you need ??
Omar: what?? Oh right...I wanted to ask you if you wanted to grab some dinner with me...

Oh??...Mmmh

Me: Oh Omar..no I'm not that kind of woman no..
Omar:...What
Me: that's not me never ...I don't mess with married men like that
Omar:...Huh?? oh no not like that I didn't mean..
Me: Come on now..I ain't been out the game that long ..

Right I kinda know when somebody tryna commit a robbery..

Omar: Okay that's nice and all but I was just tryna invite you to dinner as friends

Friends??..

Omar: You got the shittys don't you
Me: Kinda hard not to have the shittys right now
Omar: lmao..well come on let's just go have fun I've noticed you've been working your ass off time to relax
Me: well..okay
Omar: Let's do it I know this great place

Buzzz Buzzz

Me: hold on

I grabbed my phone out my purse ...my brother was calling ...My brother Dean is my lawyer and he's helping me with my divorce

Me: Hey Dean wassup
Dean: we have a problem did you sign those papers yet?
Me: No why?
Dean: Good..I need you to come to my office now.. Roger and his lawyer is here and they wanna discuss who gets what
Me: are you kidding me
Dean: not at all ...come in now
Me: okay I'm on my way.

I hung up the phone in anger. I looked up at Omar and was looking at me with concern

Omar: is everything alright
Me:..I'd be lying if I said yes ...but I have to go
Omar: what's going on

I really don't want him to know my business right now

Me:...you love your wife right?
Omar: Of course
Me: you would never cheat right?
Omar:...Uhh no ...
Me: you would never divorce her?
Omar: never
Me: good..have a nice night

                           Later
             
Dean: Okay Sis so Roger made a list of the things he swear is his...can I have the list Amy
Amy: Here you go

Rogers lawyer had to be a woman..Amy..please... I'm looking over this list with Dean and it's straight bullshit..he being outta line

Me: the house?? You want the house ?
Roger: no I want us to sell it an split the profit even down the middle
Me: No..I bought the house with my money

He didn't even have a job when we moved in together..I'm the one who found his ass a job working with houses..

Me: everything I bought I get everything you bought you can have.

If you ask me this is perfectly reasonable

Dean: I like that what do you say
Amy:..Roger??

Roger looked at me like he wanted to say something..

Me: what?
Roger: ...I love you you know? And this is what you do to me
Me:..Love??? You don't get to use that word ...you don't love me..if you love me you wouldn't have tried to change me. If you loved me you would have never cheated on me ..You would have fucking fought for me
Dean: calm down..
Me: no I won't Dean..we made sacred vows the day we got married in front of our families and friends...and then cheated on me destroying everything and for what?? Cause I was " Fat" ...Nigga please...I love who I am and so does everyone else So If You Can't Stand The Curves...Then Get The Fuck Off The Highway..well I guess you got off the highway huh??
Roger:...
Me: You can have everything you bought I can do you one better too..you can keep your last name ...I will be happy to go back to Aurora Benson ..
Roger: oh really?
Me: yup, would be a dream
Roger: Okay..well guess what??...I want the Ferrari..
Me: excuse you?
Roger: the Ferrari..I want it...

He wants my baby?? Is he fucking serious ...I looked at Dean & he looked calmed as usual but ready to leave ...

Me: fine I sigh the papers you get the Ferrari AFTER the divorce is final and then you stay out my life for good .
Roger: wow all this to get me out
Me: All of it

I took the papers out my purse and signed them quickly...I'm ready to get the fuck out of here ..

Dean: Okay well Imma make sure this gets to the judge
Me: Bye bro tell momma I said hey

I grabbed my belongings and left as quick as I can..I couldn't believe him like seriously..