Match Made In Heaven - Jason McCan Love Story

Chapter 12 - Do you sleep in money as wel?

“Would you like some more whine?” Jason asked looking at my empty glass. “No thanks I think I had enough for this day.” I said, still feeling a little light headed and shaky from everything he just told me. “Okay, I need to ask you something.” He said. He waited for an answer but I just gave him a look that said he could just ask. He sighed before he asked. “My family is having a new years party I would be honoured to have you as my date.” I blushed and said, “For a second I thought you wanted to ask me to prom.” He laughed and said. “No I just want to go on a date with you, and for you to meet my family.”

“Isn’t this a date then?” I asked looking at this fancy dinner in front of us. He smiled and shook his head, “No of course not I just told you every possible reason I could think of for you to leave me, that’s not what first dates are supposed to be like, right?” I laughed. “Jane I want to try this ‘love’ thing. But only with you that’s why I’m scared you’ll leave me. If you do I’ll just go back to the old me. He looked down, and this was the first time I saw him looking almost vulnerable. I stood up and walked over to him, he looked up and I sat on his lap.

“Jason I want to try this too you know that.” He smiled before asking me a weird question. “So your into the vanilla relation ship instead of bdsm?” I looked shocked at him.

"You don't know what it is do you?" He asked.

“Are you into bdsm?” I asked.

“I am… was since I met you.” He said stroking my hair. I sighed.

“Why, are you?” I looked at him.

“No, Christian… My partner was.” I said. “

So you, you two...” He asked in a low voice. “Y-yes.” I said.

“But that’s… sick you can’t let yourself being tortured because he likes it.” He spat.

“Look. It was the only way he could release his stress okay. I didn’t, I never wanted to see him angry. I was his… I don’t know only medicine.” Jason kept his eyes big, his jaw clenched and I could tell he was frustrated. “He fucking abused you!” He said.

“He didn’t Jason, I-I never liked it. But he needed it.” I said my eyes closed now.

“Did he force you?” Jason asked a little more nicely, probably because he noticed the effect he had on me. “N-no, I wanted it. Or I acted like I wanted it. He never wanted to hurt me. Intentionally.” I told him. He sighed and came closer to my hair to smell it.

“Oh, Jane. Why…” He said. “Because I loved him.” I answered his almost question. He was quiet and I noticed I shouldn’t have said that. “What’s a vanilla relation ship?” I asked.

He looked up at me again and caressed my cheeks with his thumb. “It’s a relation ship without the bondage, the whips, a submissive, or being dominant. It’s a soft sort of sex… making love you could call it. I-I want to try it… with you.” Holy shit you know this guy barely a week and he’s talking about making love… a word I was told being the same as being fan of Satan. Christians words not mine. Before I could answer Jason kissed my forehead and stood up making me stand up as well. “I think we had enough for one night. Come I’ll bring you to your room.” He said. “I-I’m not sleeping with you?” I asked. WHORE screamed my subconscious to me. “Not yet Jane, as much as I want to fuck you on every corner of this room I think that would ruin the whole vanilla relation ship wouldn’t it?” He said taking my hand. I just looked down my whole head getting tomato red, how embarrassing WHORE my subconscious screamed again. While Hmm every corner huh? Took over and I smiled like an idiot. We reached my room and as soon as I wanted to walk in he stopped me. “You still didn’t answer me.” As his fingers slowly caressed my hand. “Huh?” I asked. “Would you join me o-“ I rolled my eyes, “Yes, Jason I would be delighted to be your date.” He smiled and came up to kiss my cheek. “See you later babe.” He said before walking away as sexy as min kind could.