Match Made In Heaven - Jason McCan Love Story

Chapter 15 - Make Love To Me Please

Miss Smith put’s the food down and walks away. Jason’s eyes look dark and intimidating. “So you had trouble on work because of me, huh?” I asked taking a sip of the food, trying to get into a normal conversation. “Don’t try to distract me Miss. Hill.”

“From what?” “You.” I blushed and quickly grabbed the white wine. God he’s complicated. “I can’t do this.” He finally said. My heart stopped. What! Fucking Mood swings!  Was it that bad? “N-no Jason why I-“ I tried to say.

“Jane, I like you but having this time away from you brought me to thinking. I – I never share anything with anyone. You are the only one who knows about my past… well besides my family. And what I told you isn’t even the whole story. I’m just too complicated for you.” I frowned. “Jason you kno-“ “NO, you don’t know. If I would let open myself up to you. There’s 90% chance you’d leave me. And by that time I’m scared I’m already in love with you.” “What are you trying to say?” I stuttered out. “I can’t afford myself too loose the one I love. I can’t put myself through that pain.” I sighed. “Is it because of my E-mail.” He shook his head. “Jane, I want you more than anything. But you’re not mine-“ “Than make me yours!” I said hopelessly. “What you want me to do. Make another contract?” he spat. “Y-yes, if that’s the only reason to let me stay with you.” He sight and shook his head. I walked up to him, just like the last time. And sat on his lap. Making him look up in surprise. He caressed my cheek with his thumb. “I can’t do that. Not as long as you don’t know what you get yourself into.” “Are you going to hurt me?” I asked. He looked shocked. “No, I would never do that. Why did you think that? Because of my email?” I shook my head. “No because you like BDSM. I-I just don’t think I could handle that.” He sighed. “Jane, I liked BDSM. Since I met you I don’t care. It was a stress release. You are so much more important to me. Besides I would never take advantage of you like that.” He looked at me and I came closer so our forehead and noses touched. “Then let me sign.”

I sat on his lab. My head resting on his shoulder. Both of us not hungry anymore. Miss Smith came in and took our plates, looking slighty irritated.  Jason still didn’t let go of me. “Jason please let me sign,” He sighed and continued stroking my hair like he was already preparing for a goodbye. But I’m not! “You know I always loved to read.” I said letting my fingers run along his jaw. “There was this guy named Christopher Poindexter.” I buried my head in his chest letting his chin rest on my head. “He had had a saying that goes like this: And in the end, we were all just humans, drunk on the idea that love, only love, could heal our brokenness.” I looked up at Jason and said. “Since Chris died I wanted to commit suicide. There was one thing that kept me from doing that. You.” I leaned in again. “Every time when I’m with you I forget about him. And even though I spend barely two days with you. You had more effect on me than anyone ever had.” I closed my eyes and continued. “You told me what effect it could have on you. Do you have any idea what effect it would have on me?” “I can’t lose you Jason.”

And just like that Jason let his lips crash onto mine. Making me see stars and fireworks explode into my stomach. He cupped my face and deepened the kiss. His soft lips devouring mine. I let my hand go through his hair messing up his quiff even more. A low grunt came out of his throat and I took that chance to slid my tongue inside. Tasting the sweet and mint of Jason. His kiss was soft and full of love. As his tongue was softly running over mine. And my other hand held his chin feeling his jaw move every time we kissed. His one hand went down to my back stroking it. And his other was tangled up in my hair. His tongue was magically playing a game with mine. Both in trance by each other. Our teeth clashed softly knowing we couldn’t deepen the kiss more. And he pulled away. I went down to kiss his chin, up to his jaw. “I can’t lose you too Jane. I need you.” I kissed all the way up to his ear biting on his earlobe. “Then why’d you want me to leave?” I whispered. “I didn’t. I just thought that you wanted to leave. And I wanted to give you the chance now. Now I’m still able to get over it… Maybe.” He barely let it out as a whimper. I went down to his jaw and sucked on his weak spot again. “God, Jane I need you.” He moaned again. “I want the contract to be done tomorrow so I can sign.” I whispered against his jaw. Going up to his lips. ”You still want to do that?” I nodded. “I don’t ever want to have this conversation again Jason.” I said biting his bottom lip soft and slowly. “As you wish Miss. Hill.” He whispered against my lips before connecting them with his.