sky
i quickly get to my locker and put my books up. i was about to get my journal out but i heard his voice. i walked around the corner and see him talking to derek and jake. i see them give him a high five and i know exactly what they're talking about and it makes my heart drop. I turned to walk away but i sadly made eye contact with ashton, we stare at each other for a minute. i look away and shut my locker and go into the girls restroom.
I wash my hands and just stand in front of the mirror and just stare at myself. I've never really cared what guys thought but now that ashton is back and is going for gracey , it made me think about how much prettier she is than me and how much guys want her. i get pulled out of my thoughts by a knock on the door.
" um , im almost done. sorry. " i quickly said and turned off the sink. i opened the door to find ashton standing there. i had no one idea what to say so i just stared at him.
" what do you want ashton? " i say the first thing that comes to my head , i look way because i hate those stupid gorgeous eyes. i think about the snapchat and it makes me want to punch him , but then again i have no right to its not like we're together. he just stands there , ignoring my question, " earth to ashton." i say waving my hands infront of his face.
" oh yeah , um i just wanted to ask if you did the chemistry homework, people say you're the only one that actually does it. " he said , i just stared at him , hurt. I know ashton did that homework , he cares about school as much as i do.
" go ask gracey, i bet she'll give it to you. " i said angrily , i walk away quickly. i didnt want ashton to see me crying over his stupid self.
" sky wai-" i didnt let him finish. i didnt want to hear what he had to say , i just wanted to be far far far away from him.
" no , screw you ashton. i dont know what i did to you or what happen to the ashton i met long ago but i dont want to talk to you now or ever. so please ashton just stay away from me. " i said , i could no longer hold the tears in. honestly i didnt want him to leave again but when he's around me now i always end up wanting to cry forever.
he nods and i walk away , i cant be there. i look over my shoulder to see ashton standing in the same place , with his hands holding his head. the sight makes me want to go hug him and make sure he feels okay but this new ashton doesnt deserve that.
i walk into a new hallway and sit against the wall and cry. i dont know why it hurts me so much. we havent even talked much since he been back so why am i hurting so much. gracey can have him , he should date gracey and stay away from my life.
" sky whats wrong ? " i look up to see calum. calum , i have calum. hes sweet , funny, and has a perfect smile. ashton can have gracey. he sits down beside me and i lay my head on his shoulder. and i tell him about ashton and he sits there and listens.
" wow , sky i dont think you should feel stupid for being hurt right now. i mean he doesnt deserve you. im sorry he made you feel that way. " calum says hugging me.
" thanks cal. and about the bonfire what time do you want to pick me up. " i say changing the subject. he smiles and helps me up.
" 7 , we can go out to eat then go to the bonfire. " he said as we walk to lunch.
" okay sounds like a plan , ill see you later. " i say walking to rachel , feeling alot better.
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Fanfiction" ashton ? " I asked the boy , knowing his name but it felt so unreal him being there. " yep thats my name " he snapped at me , his voice sounded as if I annoyed him for asking a damn question and walked away . the look in his eyes made me wanna th...
