They're called Cherry Blossoms(Nagisa Hazuki x OC)

>Chapter 14<

(A/N) MERRY CHRISTMAS!! I've decided to do something for christmas so here it is! i know it may not seem like a good idea after the last chapter, but i've got a good idea :D

and *gasp* THIS IS THE LAST CHAPTER! AHHH

anyway

ENJOY!

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Briar woke up to the sound of sleigh bells and singing.

"It's Christmas already?" she thought aloud to herself, getting up and rubbing her eyes blearily. Checking her calendar on her phone, she saw it indeed was Christmas.

She smiled. "Now I can have Christmas with...!" Her sentence faded in her mouth, remembering the past events. He won't want to spend Christmas with me. No one will.

Her smile faded. Her thoughts went to dark places.

Of course, who would want to see me anyway?

They were all pretending.

He doesn't really like you.

Why does it matter so much to you?

You're being selfish.

Yeah. Whats so important about him? Why is it so important that he stays with me?

Maybe I'll have enough courage to do it this year...?

She nodded her head to herself.

Every year, she had thought about... suicide. But some insane (or sane) part of her had kept her from doing it. She had prevented herself from erasing her existence by thinking; maybe this year would be different, maybe I'll finally have someone to lean on.

Looks like once again, she was wrong. She was alone again this year.What was the point anymore? So, getting up, she decided.

She walked into the kitchen and found a knife, and it glinted in the morning light. She stared down at it, her heart beginning to pound rapidly.

Don't do it, don't do it, don't do it. Apologize to him he'll accept your apology.

Kill. You're not worth it. No one will even know you're gone. No one will miss you. He hates you. Kill. Get it over with.

Listening to the latter voice, she hid the silver blade in the pocket of her pants. Looking at a piece of paper on the counter, she quickly grabbed a pen. Just to make the voice that was persuading her to stop would shut up shIe wrote:

Dear Gou, Makoto, Haru, even Rei, and especially Nagisa,

I've decided to do something that I've been contemplating for 2 years now. I don't know if any of you would even care to read this, but I just wanted to say thank you for being my friend. Even if you were just pretending. And Nagisa, I never got the chance to say I'm sorry for pushing you away. I didn't know what to do. Just please... don't look for me.

-Briar

Deciding that the letter was good enough, she looked at the time. 6:19.

Perfect time to get somewhere and kill myself before anyone finds me.

Heading out the door, I walked out into the cold winter air. Looking at the Christmas lights one more time, I walked. I walked away from my house, I walked away from the memories...