It's Carter's birthday today. I feel bad for Ariana because I know that when we were friends she hated parties. I wonder if she still does. I guess it shouldn't matter to me, but it still does. Carter always had the biggest parties. At least that's what I hear. I'm never invited so I wouldn't know.
Everyday she walks past me I feel like she is wilting a little bit more. I don't want to see her fall. I wish other people could see her pain like I do. She needs help, but I don't think she would want it from me.
