First day of school. 1 year nlang ggraduate nako. Ive been in college for 4 years na. Civil Engineering kasi kinukuha kong kurso. Mahirap, pero enjoy ako sa pag aaral. I love studying kasi. Everyday is just the same day. The same normal day para sakin.
"Uyyyy! Lia, ano? Let's go?"
Classmates ko yan, nagyayaya na naman sakin. Parang di pa sanay na lagi naman akong di sumasama. Haha!
"Ha? Saan? Di ako sasama e, kayo nalang. Enjoy ha!" I just smile every after my refusals to their invites. Di naman sa KJ ako. Sanay lang ako na bahay-school-bahay ang drama ko.
But dont get me wrong, I have a lot of friends (even fake ones). Haha. Seriously, tahimik ako pero I still make it a point to be friends with everybody. Im the type of person na naniniwalang "walang masamang tinapay". I think of everyone who treats me nice as friends. Thats why I often end up choosing the wrong ones.
Luckily, I found a real friend. Siya yung parang nanay ko sa school. She tells me everything about the "real world". Para sa kanya kasi madalas akong out-of-this-world. Haha. Yes, I am intelligent pero only when Im infront of my books. Pero sa real-life decisions ko, wala. Palpak most of the times. That when I need her. She's my bestfriend since first year college, she's Livia.
People look at me as that "role model" student. Kahit kasi mahirap yung course ko, I still managed to be on top of my class. Consistent e, kaya super laki ng expectations sakin. That's the only reason why nakikilala ako sa school. If not because of my class standing and good grades, I could have been one of those "unnoticed ones".
Lahat ng academic-related programs sa school kasama ako. Im that shy type pero pagdating sa studies, I always give my best. E dun lang naman kasi ako magaling. Why not give it my best shot diba?
Kahit na medyo silent type ako, may mga nagkakagusto naman sakin. Mga nagkakacrush. Haha! Pero wala e, no one ever passed my standards. Di man sobrang taas pero walang pumapasa (nako, wag nyo kong sabihang maarte ako ha, I just believe in the right time). And since marami akong hinahabol about school, now is never the right time for love.
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