This is ridiculous! I told him I was leaving! I don't know where I'm leaving to but I am I guess. I just wish Taehyung would listen. "I just wish you would listen!" I yelled very loudly.
I covered my face with my hands and dropped to my knees and just started crying. Why? I don't know.
"Taehyung!" I bawled out. "I'm sorry! I hate myself more then you can possibly hate me!" I was screaming and sobbing as I slowly curled up into a ball on the floor.
I was crying so much that my face was going numb. What am I doing? I have no clue. All I want to do is talk to him, that's it, but that will take a miracle.
I picked myself up off the floor and headed for my bathroom. I hopped in the shower and stayed in there for about an hour or so.
I cried in the shower, I Sat under the water and sobbed silently for an hour. After I knew I couldn't cry anymore I finally stood up and got out.
There isn't anything that can describe the level of self hate I have right now. I'm sorry Taehyung, I am. I don't know what else to do to prove it to you! "What do you want me to do!" I yell again.
I throw myself into my bed and bury my face in the pillow. I can't move, I can't do anything but pity myself for being such an idiot.
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Why ( Taehyung)
FanfictionTHIS IS PART 2 READ PART 1 'WHAT' FIRST It's been a year since Olivia left and is still happily with Taehyung. She is finally out of school and looking for a job and a house. Will she find one when she returns to Korea to see Jungkook and Taehyung...
