Why ( Taehyung)

Olivia POV

They just left and I ready feel bored, and miss them. I don't know what to do now. I walked around aimlessly and looked around. The house was kinda messy, maybe I'll pick it up a little bit.

I started cleaning up the living room, then the kitchen, then the dinning room, then the bathroom, then the laundry room, then finally my room. My room was a disaster, after me and Taehyung sharing a room for the last 2 days.

After my room I got curious, what's in Taehyungs room? I slowly walked towards his room and stopped at the door. Should I open it?

No. I won't open it. I started walking away until I stopped. Maybe I should open it. He could be hiding something. Nope. It's all his businesses, his secrets, I won't rummage through his items...

Without hesitating I turned around and headed into his room. A little snooping can't be too bad right? I walk inside and look around, he keeps everything tidy, nice.

I made my way to his desk and seen lyrics written down a piece of paper. Random lyrics, some didn't make  sense. Next to it was a book labeled 'Journal' I didn't want to open it in case it was a personal diary. Even though I really wanted to I just kept moving.

I opened a drawer and he had headphones and music things inside one. In another was paper and pens and coloring things. Did he color? Was he an artist?

I picked up a folder also in the drawer and opened it. He had drawings that were amazing. Some resembled a man, other were just random shapes and colors. A lot of the drawing were of the same man. I looked closer and seen it resembled Taehyung. He was drawing himself. I looked at the pictures and seen they looked sad, none of them were happy. One of them had him punching a wall, another was him crying...Why is he so sad? He doesn't act sad around me...

One picture in particular... It caught my eye. It was picture of him and a girl. She looked a little like me, shorter, dark brown curly hair, and a baggy pink sweater...like the one I first met him in. The area around me happy happy and colorful, the area around his was...dark, and kind of terrifying. He had shadows of people behind him, lunging forward, but only shadows of what seemed to be girls.

A lot if questions filled my mind but before I thought them through I shut the folder and put it back, moving on. I made my way to his computer which his background was a picture of him. Of course, that high ego nerd. I rolled my eyes and heard a buzz behind me.

I turned around and seen a phone light up, I walked over and seen it was his. He must have left his phone here. I picked up his phone and seen he had a message from...a girl?

I opened his phone which didn't have a lock and clicked on her name. Her name was Jiyoung.

Jiyoung- hey babe, how is everything going? :*

I raised an eyebrow and scrolled up in the conversation. They were talking...like talking talking. The last time he talked to her was this morning. The messages read...

Jiyoung- good morning baby

Jiyoung- taetae?

Jiyoung- why aren't you answering me? Are you awake?

Taehyung- oh sorry, good morning babe, I was sleeping in a little bit. :)

Jiyoung- it's okay, I miss you ^-^

Taehyung- I miss you too, I can't wait to see you soon.

Jiyoung- me neither, I was thinking...this Saturday, 8:00pm at the first restaurant you took me?

Taehyung- I would love to, I will pay and everything baby, maybe I can get a little desert afterwards? ;-)

I couldn't believe what I was reading...I felt my entire body sink to the floor. I wanted to stop reading, but I couldn't...

Jiyoung- when dont I give you desert Taehyung?

Taehyung- I know...I just love it so much

Jiyoung- I love you so much

Taehyung- I love you too, but I gtg I have to work today bye baby :*

Jiyoung- good bye my cutie ;*

I couldn't believe what I just read. I dropped the phone in my lap and stared blankly at the floor. I didn't know I was crying until I felt a warm drop land on my leg, then another, and another. Soon enough I was crying my eyes out. "Why Taehyung!" I screamed. "You said you would never hurt me!"

I picked up the phone and decided to message her back.

- everything is going fine, you're the only person I'm with now, I just broke up with another girl I was with to be with you