12/3/16
You are the child of rage and disaster
So angry at the world, that you destroy everything in your path
Constantly crying for yourself
About how awful your life is
About how you have no friends
But you are the reason behind all of that.
You make your life worse for yourself and blame it on other people
I know that now all I am to you is a sad story to tell for attention
About how I was cruel
And tried to force you to have sex
And made you stay in a relationship you hated
But that's not the truth.
What you don't tell them is I gave you a key to unlock the world
I gave you love you never had
And things your parents couldn't pay for
And all I wanted was affection and intimacy from you, and not in a sex way
I wanted you to look at me the way I looked at you
To hold me the way I held you
You never told me you were unhappy
You mentally left before you physically did
How can I trap the ghost of a person that only existed in my mind in a relationship?
I loved a kind person who was never really there
I know now how much it hurts to be in a one sided relationship