Fireflakes- H.S AU

Chapter 30

A/N: This story wasn't suppose to be like this but my mind was blocked until this chapter, which is now making me to change all the upcoming chapters. Hope you guys find it well. Can't believe the story is going to end soon.

Quesoftheday: If I tell you to choose any unique side of this story, what that would be and why? (though I know this story is nothing near to unique, at least to me XD)

Instead of moving toward my tent, I find myself turning around in the midway. I fucking need answers, from each of them. Liam has to answer why he wanted to date me on the first basis if he was Zayn's boyfriend, Zayn has to answer why did he hide it from his best friend and let me fate his boyfriend when he even tells me how many times he has brushed his hair throughout the whole day. And the last but the least, Harry. We end whatever relationship we're in right here tonight or he discloses what he has in his heart about us stored for tomorrow, end our weird friendship or express the hidden love.

I go closer to the place where Zayn is sitting looking down and Harry is telling him something, caressing his back.

"Zayn I wanna talk to you." I snap crossing my hands over my chest, not looking at Zayn.

Harry looks at me and intends to tell something but stops watching me raising my eyebrows. I look around and find there's none around us now, hopefully they've understood this drama is too personal.

"Snow I.........." Zayn stands up and stops when his voice cracks. "I'm sorry." He looks at me sticking his hands together, his hazel eyes sparkling brighter because of the tears continuously rolling down his cheeks.

"At least you could tell me......" I take my lips between my teeth and let the tears brim down freely.

"You're one of the two persons who knows e....everything about me, my ruinous life. Do you know how much it took for me to overcome all the pain? To minimize all the haunting past memories thinking that there's a never ending happy future waiting for me? I thought Madison was the only betrayer in my life.........but I was wrong, I'm the foulest girl in history." I look up on the sky, surely I miss my mum, I do.

I see Liam joins Zayn but I don't even bother to look at him.

"Snow I was really confused about myself, my feelings about Liam. I have loved him since a long but.............I couldn't manage to tell him that I feel something for him. Harry somehow predicted and he encouraged me to tell Liam about us, ask him what he thinks. It was not supposed to be a drama in front of everyone. I was too impatient." Zayn fusses.

"Every night I was asking myself the same question," Liam starts, "I was being asked about my sexuality since I started to see this beautiful boy on the bed beside mine. But the whole conception of this relationship was killing me inside. I was afraid Zayn would hate me forever if he gets to know about this. I was crying and smoking every fucking night Snow." Liam stops and takes a moment before starting again.

"So I decided to control my feelings and move on with you................but........I guess I failed yesterday night, when Zayn told me that he feels the same about me." Liam runs his fingers in his hair and looks at me. "It's not always so easy to find the answer to your sexuality Snow, it's not when I remember the bullying environment I was grown up in." Liam swallows the lump in his throat and shakes his head faintly.

"Liam, Zayn," I stop looking at the ground, "You don't know what's going on with me now, you'll never realize what I've been through." I caress my own forearms when the cold wind around me starts giving me goosebumps.

"Please forgive us."

"Forgiving someone truly forgetting what happened is not less hard than finding the answer to your sexuality Liam. I need some time." I snap smiling forcefully.