~Part 1~

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If I counted the amount of times,

 I have cried over losing (Never having) you.

 The number of times,

 I've screamed out how much I hated you. 

If I inscribed,

your name into my skin,

 with a sharp blade every time you made me feel ,

Worthless, ugly, pathetic.

 The number of times I've wanted to scream,

 out how much I truly loved you. 

If I drowned my sorrows with sin.

 Would you even care? 

You've already turned your head away for another.

 Leaving me to be drunk on tears. 

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