Forgiveness (BTS FanFiction)

Chapter 1

(Jin POV)
It's been months now and I kept having the same dream over and over. A beautiful rose garden fill with different types of roses and butterflies flying everywhere I go, there my twin brother Seok Yeong sitting on a swing hang from a tree. As I try to get closer to him, its as if he's moving farther and farther away from me. And then the sky transform into a dark grey and red sky, there my twin brother gets up, turns around. His eyes stare right into mines, a drop of tear runs down his cheeks, I can feel the tear drop on my feet as I look down to my feet and back at him he fall down a cliff. As I run toward him screaming his name, I wake up immediately. I found myself cover in sweat as I open my eyes. I've been questioning myself my I kept having this dream over and over. 

Then one day during summer I get a call from my mother, "Jin your brother, your bother past away", my mother cried. In shock as I was I rush to get a plane ticket back to Seoul.

My only brother, how can he leave me so soon. He said he'll grant me one wish after I finished my work over sea, why did he leave so soon. As the plane reached Seoul airport and land, I tried to get off the plane as soon as possible to meet my family. As I walked out of the exist, I found my parents on the side waiting for me. My mother in tears as soon as she saw me. I speed walk toward them, "Eomma", I said as I gave her a hug, "I miss you guys so much", I tired to smiled but I couldn't. The bad news about my twin brother is enough for me to tear instead of smile. My mother held my face, as she cried, "My Jin, my baby, I wished your younger twin brother had waited just a bit longer, why why did he had to leave so soon".

"Eomma lets go home first. I can't handle this right now", I fake a soft smile. My father grabbed my things and escort my mother and I to the car. As soon as we got home, my father began too cook as my mom began to tell me the story of my brother death. First, she gave me his note:
"Mother, Father, and my older twin brother Jin,
I can not stand the unfair world anymore. Please understand that I love you all, but I can't stand the life of being different. I've been through enough, and I can't find a result to my stress and depression. I'm not going away for long, just long enough for everything to fall into the right pieces. Mom, Dad, and Jin I love you all very much. please don't miss me for very long when I'm gone, its just gonna make it harder for us the see each other.

-Love Seok Yeong"

After reading the note Seok Yeong left behind, I just wanted to crumble it into pieces, but instead I held it tightly in my hand. Then my mother began to speak, "He had a girlfriend who came over a lot. She seemed really nice and sweet but whatever happen between her and your brother must had made your brother sad and depress. I don't want to say it was because of her that he ended his life, but there is a possible chance", my mom cried.

I reach out, held my mom's hand, " Don't worry, I'll get to the bottom of this", I said to my mother.

After eating, I just couldn't grasp me head around it. Why would Seok Yeong kill himself over a girl, what was she like, whenever I called asking how he's doing, he always say he's fine. This just don't make any sense.

Author Notes:
-I'm sorry it took so long for me to start this fanfic, but getting ready for Christmas and having family members coming over is already enough for me. I'll try to write Chapter 2 as soon as possible, if I can. I hope where ever you are (my readers), I hope your having a wonderful winter break, and Christmas.