Forgiveness (BTS FanFiction)

Chapter 6

(Eun-Jung POV)

"Wh-what did you just said", I questioned him.

I didn't know what to say or think after Jin said he loves me. What was that suppost to mean. I couldn't wrap my head around the words that came out of his mouth. I didn't want to believe his words, this must be some kind of trick he's pulling off. I thought to myself.

We stare at each other for a long time. He held my hand tightly and confess once again, "I don't know whats happening to me but I want to be with you. I know I've been rude and mean to you but there's something that tells me you were telling the truth", Jin explain, "I just want to know what happen to my brother, and find justice to his death".

"I know. I know, I too want to know what happen", I reply, "But you and I can't be together".

He looked at me with tears in his eyes, "Why", he asked, "I know that your were my brother's girlfriend but I-"

"That's the reason why we can't be together. I still love him, I don't love you", I said as my voice crack.

But what I said were lies. Everything I said were lies, and I know for sure that Jin would be even more angry at me if he knew I lied. Seok Yeong died because he's gay. He's afraid to come out of the close. I was his fake girlfriend to cover him up. Our relationship is more of friendship, but I couldn't tell Jin all this because I promise Seok Yeong I'll never leak it out. The more I'm around Jin the more I want to tell him, but I can't, and this is why I can't be with you Jin, I told myself. It hurts even more that Jin don't remember me anymore. We used to be such good friend back then, but for him not to remember me, it hurts.

Jin let go of my hand, "You don't love me", he laughed, "Of course you wouldn't, I've been so mean to you, but I'll change. I won't hurt you anymore"Jin cried as he held my wrist.

I slowly touched his face, wiping of the tears that fell down, "Jin, whenever I see you, it hurts me. It hurts me to see you, you look too much a like to Seok Yeong, and it makes my heart hurt that I couldn't save the one who saved me so many time in my past", I said, "Please understand me".

"What can I do to change your mind", he mumble.

I looked deeply into his eyes, "Jin listen to me-"

He pulled me close to him before I could finish my sentence, and before I knew it our lips touched. He held me close with his arms around my waist. I tried to push myself away, but I couldn't resist his warmth and affection. I closed my eyes as we passionately kissed. After a minute of kissing, we slowly depart, his head leaning on my shoulder as we sat on the bench together, his arms embracing me, we watched the sun set down quietly.

To think of it, its funny how I even though we barely met, I felt like I've knew Jin for so long.

(Jin POV)

*Before Jin found Eun-Jung

The time I spend with Eun-Jung, I felt as if I knew her before. I went to asked why Eun-Jung was not at work today. Her friend told me she had quit the job. Somehow inside of me, I fear that I'll lose her. I seek out to find her, but she was no where to be found. I as frustrated as I was, I'm afraid she might be in danger, I want to find her, keep her near me, but then I asked myself, why, why do I want to protect her so much? She nothing special, right? I left back home instead of going back to work. I'm tired, tired and confuse why I want to find Eun-Jung so much. My mother came in the room, "Jin is something wrong?", she asked as she walked toward me.

"Eomma, do you know Seok Yeong's girlfriend well enough", I mumble, "Can you tell me who she is?"

My mother looked at me with a smile, "You don't remember her".

I looked at my mother, immediately I got up from laying on the bed, "What, what do you mean?"

"You and Seok Yeong used to play with her, when we lived in that old neighborhood, before we move. You three would do everything together, but she always stood with Seok Yeong most of the time that you got jealous. One time you guys where playing and she fell into the small lake near by, Seok Yeong couldn't swim at that time, and you didn't know how to swim either, but somehow you saved her. I remember how you would always buy her things and kept her safe from them, it was really funny and cute. Later that year we moved to a new house, and you guys never saw each other anymore", my mother said, "Ah, but when you moved to the state for college, Seok Yeong met in college that same year and from then on I guess they've been together. Eun-Jung didn't tell you. When she came here with Seok Yeong, she always talked about how she wanted to meet you and see you even though her and your brother where together".

"Eomma, thanks", I smiled. I gave my mother a kissed on the cheek and ran out the house. I went back out looking for Eun-Jung, "Eun-Jung no wonder, no wonder I worry about you so much. You're 'Cheeky'(the nickname Jin called Eun-Jung when they were small).

Author Notes:
-How's everyone been?  I am finally able to update..yes...I know you all probably waited long. I guess you can say this fanfic is a typically childhood growing up love storyline...LOL, but don't worry there's more thing that's coming up, so stay tune for more my readers :)