Skywalker

Chapter Eleven

 

Chapter Eleven:

I twisted my hands on the steering wheel of my Landrover; i turned down off the main road and into the village. I drove down past my own house and straight to Daisy’s, id go home after id talked to my girl. I started to feel the butterflies in my stomach as i approached the house; i turned the engine off and waited. I grabbed my blazer and phone, and stepped out of my car. I flicked my gaze to the front door, and knocked; ‘Hello?’ I heard her voice before i saw her, Daisy’s pale face smiled at me. ‘Dais’ i muttered pulling her into a hug and shutting the door behind me, she smelt faintly of roses and it reminded me of how much i had missed her.

‘No-one’s home so it’s alright for us to talk in my room’ she said, holding my hand in hers she walked up the stairs slowly, squeezing my hand a little as we sat down on her bed.

I turned to face her, i looked into her eyes, they shined with uncertainty, swallowing slowly i cleared my throat and began what i knew i should have told her ages ago;

‘Daisy, I'm sorry i was such a dick, i don’t know what came over me, but Louis talked sense into me. Your my responsibility and now so is our kid, whether or not you want to keep it will be here, before, during and after it all. I love you Dais, i wouldn’t want to do this with anyone else’

I took a deep breath and waited for the tears to stop rolling down my cheeks, Harry had said he loved me for the first time, he’d also said he would support the kid i was now sure i wasn’t going to give up on. I gathered myself and looked into his now watery green eyes;

‘I love you too Harry’.

I felt his lips, reassuring collide with mine, sparks tingled down my body, making me feel safe, in a way i hadn’t felt since he’d left.

*

An hour later we were lying in silence on the bed, my heart beating faster than ever. Harrys hand was stroking the top of my head, his naked torso stretched beneath me. My hand rested on my stomach instinctively, i had suddenly felt safe with Harry around me, and after all I had his kid inside me.

‘I’ve had an idea, since as you a bright girl, take your finals early, like next month? Then, apply for a foundation next year, which would mean you could come move in with me, in London before the baby’s born?’ Harry gushed, his eyes were twinkling, he was proud he’d come up with a legit situation. There was one slight problem though;

‘Problem; you live with Louis, and I'm only seventeen.’ i muttered, rolling onto my stomach and facing him, my fingers resting on his chest.

‘true, but i can look after you, so will Louis, and i know some of the other boys girlfriends will be able to help, it will work sweetie, i promise you everything i have, ill make it work,’ He seemed so sure with every word i fell in love with him all over again, Harry was my soul mate.

I rolled onto my back and thought about it all, i was ready to take my exams now, if i had too. I was strong enough to have this baby, that i knew, and i was sure Harry would be the best father id ever imagined, but i knew it wouldn’t come with its difficulties.

‘Baby, i think your family are home’ Harry whispered, standing up slowly he pulled on some clothes, handing me his t-shirt and some jeans i got dressed silently.

‘Let’s do this poo’ Harry said smiling at me, i knew it was fake, but holding his strong hand in mine i figured if he didn’t let go, nothing too bad could happen.

*

I shuffled my feet against the floor, Harrys arm was protectively wrapped around my shoulders. ‘How dare you Styles, i thought you’d know better’ was just one of the many harsh things my family shouted at Harry. I felt his grip tighten as my parents turned to face me, my mother, crying her eyes out clung pathetically to my father, like i clung to Harry.

‘Just go’ she muttered, i looked to my dad for comfort, he didn’t reply, he looked blank. I felt hot tears run down my cheek as i walked away, up the stairs and into my room, Harry hot on my heels.

I collapsed onto the floor, Harry holding me as i cried; ‘I'm sorry’ was all he could say. I felt drained from all the crying, Harry layed me on the bed, his soft touch tucking me under the covers, ordering me to sleep. I closed my eyes and let what had just happened escape my mind for a few hours.

‘I’ll be out by tonight’ i said without feeling to Daisy’s mother who was scowling in my direction as i pulled the boxes from my car and up to Daisy’s room. I’d been home, told my mum, she’d been shocked, but Gemma had helped convince her i was doing the right thing. I shut Daisy’s door gently, so as not to wake her and opened up the empty boxes. I went into her bathroom and pulled all the toiletries into one box. Putting endless jars of shampoo and toothpaste into the box before lying on top her faded pink face-flannel and dressing gown. Into other boxes i packed her shoes; clothes, her soft toys, pictures from the wall. I took her suitcase from under her bed and packed into it her bed sheets that were her favourite. I knew she probably wouldn’t be back for a while, i took everything in sight, and when i say everything, i mean everything. I checked under her bed quickly, stuffed in a corner was a big brown book, pulling it out i flicked through the pages, it was a memory book. I felt my heart leap to my throat and i placed it into her overnight bag. I moved the boxes into my car; there wasn’t much stuff once id put the things away.

‘Harry, what’s going on?’ Hope, Daisy’s sister called, i turned around, she was walking over to me, her school uniform rolled up to show off her skinny legs, she looked concerned.

‘Your sisters coming to stay with me, she’s pregnant, and your parents didn’t take it too well’ i said Hope gave me a hug; ‘i knew it Harry, i just did’ she whispered into my ear. I picked her up and gave her the biggest hug. ‘Hope, will you promise to come and visit? I know your sisters going to need her little sister with her, also, make sure Bells is okay for me’ i said, she nodded and gulped; ‘i promise Harry, look after her alright’ she said giving me a stern look, nodding i gave her a pinkie promise; ‘promise’.

 

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