Skywalker

Chapter Eight

Chapter Eight:

The week of skiing went quickly; i flicked through the pictures on my laptop slowly, looking at all of them. I smiled as a photo of Harry and I flashed onto the screen, both of us grinning with our ski gear on, positioned behind us was a huge, white Mountain. I smiled, a few more days and Harry would be on tour, i wasn’t going to see him for a couple months properly, and i was scared id loose him. I touched the cold silver circle that was resting on my collar bone, i fiddled with it while i looked at more photos; Louis and Shan goofing about and endless photos of us skiing. I shook of the depressing thought and just clicked print on the photo of Harry and I, i printed it small, wallet sized and wrote on the back;

‘Missing you always – D x’

‘Daisy, Harrys at the door’ my mum called up the stairs, i smiled, i was going to make the most of the last couple days with him. I grabbed a coat and my bag, shoved the picture in and ran down the stairs. ‘Bye mum’ i called and slammed the door so quick i didn’t hear her reply. I ran down the path to the gate where Harry was waiting. I bundled into his open arms, and he held me tightly; ‘hey baby’ he muttered as his nose nuzzled mine, giving my lips a gentle kiss. ‘Let’s go to my house, mums out’ he muttered again, i smiled and kissed him back quickly before holding his hand and walking towards his house.

‘I have something for you’ i said gently as i sat on his bed, kicking my shoes off i smiled at him as he pulled his chair up to face me. ‘Aw i love this so much beautiful’ he muttered as he looked at the photo, when he looked at me again his eyes were shiny with water and he leant forward. Taking my hands in his he kissed me, slowly this time; i could tell he didn’t want to go. ‘You don’t have to go yet, so let’s just enjoy it okay’ i whispered he nodded and i kissed his cheek, his tear being taken away by my lips.

We hadn’t slept together since London, we hadn’t really thought about it, id been sore over Christmas, and skiing wasn’t the right time or place. Today however i really needed him to be with me, i felt i needed his touch to comfort me, and tell me he wouldn’t forget me.

‘Shall i order a pizza and we can just chill out?’ i suggested picking up my phone, Daisy nodded before taking off her jumper and laying on the bed. ‘it’s six pm already’ she gasped, the sky outside was already dark, she sat up and closed the curtains, and as i spoke to the delivery man i could feel her hands snake around my neck. Her stomach was resting against my back as she kneeled behind me, her lips gently kissing the back of my neck.

‘Thank You’ i said and hung up, dropping my phone onto the chair i turned around and picked her up. Her legs wrapped around my waist as i walked her over to the chest of draws, placing her gently on top i winked at her.

‘You stay there and I’ll get us a drink’ she nodded and bit her lip, crossing her legs she stayed sitting. I returned with a few beers and of course the pizza we intended to eat, Daisy was sitting on my draws still, fiddling with the hem of her skirt.

After eating the pizza, and drinking a few beers Daisy and i were snuggled up on the bed, her arms around my neck as she chatted about school and how everyone missed me. Suddenly I pressed my lips to his, his curls gently falling over his eyes as he kissed me back. His gentle hands holding me firmly, one of them was trailing down my thigh. Everything suddenly seemed urgent as i fought back the urge to cry, i was going to miss everything about him. Moments later Harry was pulling at my clothes, his lips fierce against mine as i tugged at his trousers. Soon we were both in our undies, lapping up every bit of each other that we were soon going to be deprived of. His lips trickled down my stomach and over my pants; his hands soon pleasured me, urgent and quick. I could feel his hard length pressing into my hip, giggling i moved my hand over it until i had to relive him, pulling his boxers off and working my hands fast up and down him.

I could feel my heart pounding in my head; the blood in my veins coursed through me as i reached my high, Harry was leaning over me, his thrusts becoming sloppy and slow as he himself shook with pleasure. My toes curled against the sheets and i couldn’t concentrate, i kissed Harrys sweaty collar bone, his hands gripping my sides before he rolled next to me, collapsing in a heap. Our bodies still entangled we lay still for a moment, catching our breath, my first time had been amazing, but what had just happened topped it. I watched Harry’s chest rise and fall, his hands held me close to him as his lips kissed my neck gently.

‘Can you please stay the night’ Harry murmured his voice was deeper and his hands traced circles over my arm, i nodded and snuggled next to him, kissing him slowly before hugging him close.

*

The next few days flew by, Harry and I spent all the time we could together, i skipped the first three days of school to spend time with him and i helped him pack his things. Harry had left this morning, his eyes had been rimmed with water as he waved goodbye from the taxi. I was in floods of tears, i knew it was a good month before his birthday and i was going to see him then. Id never said to Harry the exact three words, with eight letters ‘I love you’ but now i wish i had, he’d never said them to me, we just.. Hadn’t. I did love him though, i knew i did, and right now i regretted not telling him face to face.

I moved over to the window and watched my sister run to catch the bus to school, i wasn’t going in today. I phoned Millie and she would pick up my essays, she told me to cheer up, it wouldn’t be long. I thought about how amazing the holiday had been, and started printing off the photos to put into a book, i spent the day creating a memory book, sticking in everything i could find that i had kept from the start of our relationship. The book was bulging by the time i was finished and i smiled at my hard work, it looked good. I picked up my phone, i hadn’t checked it all day, wiping my sticky hands on my jeans i clicked open the message from Harry:

‘Not long till i see you again my wonderful girl,

Study hard so you can come to uni in London and be with me,

Big kiss, H xxx’