Phil's POV
"Hey Phil, wanna hang out later?"
"Nah I think I'll pass, I have loads of studying to do"
"But school has started only-"
"I'm in a hurry, sorry"
I haven't seen Dan today anymore.
02.09.
I haven't seen him today either. I think I kinda miss him, even tho I don't know a single thing about him.
03.09.
English class is lonely without him. I don't know how, we've only spent barely one together.
04.09.
I'm driving mad. I thought, for a moment, my dreams may not be dead, that he brought them back to life. With a single look. And now he dragged them back to their grave.
05.09.
I'm not going to school today. I will stay in my bed, under the covers,cos I know, he won't show up. And there's no point then.
I'm really stupid. Because of one look we exchanged, I'm going crazy. There's something wrong with me. I have never felt like this before. I wonder what is it so stupid and so powerful that makes me so dumb..
Dan's POV
And I couldn't take it. It was too much.
That was the most beautiful feeling I have ever felt. And truth to be told, I have never felt any nice feelings in my life, so I couldn't really tell what this was. But I know, that when he looked at me, whith that look, he shot all the voices in my head. And he gently touched my own.
But that wasn't the final shot, oh no, not at all. It weakened them for a while, but they'll be back. And each time they come back, they seem to be stronger.
I'll take a few days off.
So I went home, took 2 packages of my medicine, and hit off to my favourite place.
I have only just now decided that it is my favourite place. Cos I feel like I can do that now. Cos I feel.
Wow.
This sure is nice.
Not being indifferent or sad.
Ah.
This won't last for long.
So, my favourite place, is, I guess, the woods.
I walk. For hours, and hours, and hours and the sun goes down. And then it rises again. I think I'm going in a circle.
The same thing.
Untill I drop on the ground.
Phil.
And the same thing.
I get up.
It doesn't seem I found out anything from this "journey".
Oh well.
I numbed again.
So I pop the pills.
Dry, no water.
I usually don't do this.
But today I don't care.
And then that new, little voice, my only friend, hope, says
"go back.to him."
"he waits."
"you're gonna be okay again, dan."
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The One///Phan
FanfictionPhil is bored. He is bored with his friends. His family. His town. Himself. He wishes that would change. The night before Phil's arrival to London, he dreams of brown-eyed boy named Dan. He never felt that way before. Will Dan be the one to change...