In Your Arms Again

-Chapter 18-

The End is near.. So, I hope you'll read this until the end of this book.

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Stella's POV

"Let me go Eric." I said almost whispering. He chuckled a little and stared at me. To my face and to my lips.

"Can I kiss you, dolcezza?"

"Don't call me that!" I snapped at him. He smirk at me.

"Alright... Dolcezza."

Then he kissed me it was slow at first like asking for my permission. When I kissed him back I feel him smiled and deepen the kiss. Can you blame me? I miss him so much and now that his kissing me it's was like the feeling that I buried a long time ago had come back. He slide his hand to the side of my arms and then he lift the hem of my shirt. He suddenly grabbed my left breast  and I gasped. He took it as a chance and slide his tongue inside my mouth. Then he fully lift my shirt on my head and grabbed the sides of my head. He is kissing my jaw down to my neck in which he lingered for a moment.

"I missed you... So much... Stella" he said between the kisses

He moved his hands again and this time on the waistband of my jeans, he shove his hand inside and palm my private part. This is unbelievable.

"Erick... We are in the stairs."

"I know."

He undress too quickly and unzipped his own jeans. We're still kissing with passion, I realized now that I'm still, ended, in love with him. It haven't changed and I'm ready to face my fear again. Ready to be broken again. He tugged my jeans down and I just want to asked him one thing so, I stopped him. My jeans hung low on my thighs and if someone comes and see us it would be embarrassing.

"Why?" I said looking into his eyes

"Why What?" He said and looked at me

"Why are you doing this? What is this? Why didn't you believed me three years ago? You could have meet Erica before and we could have seen her grew up like that together, we could--" I wanted to cry right now. I remember all the heart aches I felt when I'm so alone. No one is there when I'm craving for something, I'm so shy to tell Nikki to buy me this and that. I wouldn't want her to go out looking for Ice cream in the middle of the night.

"I am here now. I'm very sorry if I didn't believed you then, I was blinded by my anger and so much jealousy. I didn't think what would you feel and if I just know that you're pregnant I wouldn't leave just like that. You could have just told me then. I couldn't find you when I realized my big mistake." He said and gave me a quick peck. He push the strands of my hair out of my face and looked me in the eyes with so much love and passion. I could see it.

"But, that's the past now and here we are in the present. I'm here and I'm gonna gave all my love with you and to our daughter for the past three years that I haven't take good care of you." I cried now like a crazy woman. He is very sweet. He wiped the tears that escaped in my eyes.

"I love you Erick." I hugged him tight with my jeans hung low. I feel uncomfortable with it so I slipped out of it and throw it on the side. He smirked and cupped my face.

"Ti amo più piccola. Ti amo tanto" he said huskily near my face and I don't have fucking clue what it is. He kissed me hard and with one hand he unhooked my bra. Such an expert hand. He shove his hand inside my panties and fingered me I gasped at the sensation. I never been with anyone since Erick.

He's kisses went down and he bent to claim one of my nipple I arched my body, I moaned loud. He looked me in the eyes while he's removing his jeans. He grab my waist and pulled me to him he keeps on kissing my neck nibbling on my skin, this will gonna mark after.

He pulled my left leg to his waist and with out any hesitation he thrust inside me and I shivered at the sensation. I almost forgot this feeling I thought I will never feel this again. I moan as he continue to thrust until his fully inside me.

He continue to pump inside me, in and out. I keep on saying his name like it's the right word to say and I think he likes it. I put my hands in the back of his head grabbing a fistful of hair. He quicken his pace and I can't help but to cry in ecstasy. I feel myself building something in my inner core and I can't help it anymore.

"I love you.... so much, Stella" he said between his thrust.

I kissed his neck and my hands can't stay in one place it keeps on moving everywhere; in his back, in his shoulders, in his hair, in his face. While he's making love on me he keeps on muttering something in Italian and even if I don't understand it it felt so very sexy. It helps tho and I can't hold it anymore I rest my forehead in his shoulder and moan his name. I feel him thrusting faster and he groan grabbing my hair roughly. He almost bite the skin on my neck I wince a little but it felt so erotic.

"Oh fuck, Stella!" He groaned again and it's very sexy. "Sposami Stella" WTF? What does he said?

"What? Sesame?" I said still breathing hard. I don't understand what he said.

He slowly thrust and fully stops but didn't pulled out of me. He shove out the tangled hair out of my face and cupped my cheeks. He smiled widely at me and I stared at him confusingly.

"Never mind. You're so cute." He said laughing. He pulled out of me and gave me a kiss he pulled up his boxer and jeans and help me get dressed. He get my bra while I slipped on my underwear. I put my hair in a bun and wiped my face. I stared at him and he smiles.

"Um.. About the interview." I said while we're going down the stairs.

"What about that?" His hand in my waist

"I need to finish it before weekend. Erica's birthday next week and I will have a one week vacation when I finished it. So, you need to help me."

"Of course, dolcezza "

When we went out of the building first thing we decided to do is to go to my parents and talk to them. Erick insist to go today and wanted to talk to my dad. He owes him an apology, he said.

I leave my car in the parking lot because he said he can't leave his car on the street. I didn't argue with him and besides I don't feel like driving right now.

When we arrived at my house he looked so nervous I hold his hand while walking to the front porch. I opened it and my daughter, Erica come running towards me. I didn't know Nikki is here, she didn't told me.

"Mommy!" I hugged her tight and gave her a quick peck on the lips

"Stella. You're early tod--" my mom didn't continue on what she's about to say when she saw Erick standing in my back.

"Mom. Can we talk?" I said to her and as always a loving mother she is, she smile to me encouragingly.

When she know that I didn't told Erick about my pregnancy she questioned me with so many things and when I can't answer them I just show the fake photos. I explained very much but we never told my father about it.

My dad came out and sent glares at Erick. He nod at me and I looked at Erick, he just smile and hold my hand.

"Baby, why don't you go to aunt Nikki we're just going to talk with granny, okay?" My baby nod and run back inside. We follow my father to his mini office where he reads his Bible.
We sat in front of my parents and I feel nervous for Erick.

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Erick just asked Stella to marry him and she didn't understand him.