You're my Hope(Sequel to Consumed by love)

"I'm not going to make you choose between you're family"

<Spencer>
"What are you saying?" I ask Toby as he sits across from me in the courtyard "I'm saying I'm going to be leaving for a while and visiting my dad" I nod looking at the twins sitting next to him "And what about me and the girls?" He sighs running a hand through his hair "My Dad doesn't want you and the girls coming" My eyes widen at Toby his eyes filled with fear "Excuse me?" He clears his throat taking a deep breathe

"After everything that has happened lately and in the past months my dad thinks that you and the twins only cause trouble"

"What happened to our daughters was not their fault did you tell you're dad that?" I ask

"Of course I told him that look Spencer he doesn't want me to bring you or the girl's anymore"

"And what did you say to him? Did you defend us?" I ask standing up grabbing my bag and walking around taking Avery's hand which is holding Violets walking them to the car with me. "Babe there's nothing that I can do he's my father come on after so long I thought you and I we're doing good" I close the car door as the girl's are now buckled into their car seats. I turn around looking at Toby as we stand in the car park "Yes Toby we we're doing okay and I know that he's your father but what about you're daughters?" He scratches the back of his neck sighing "What do you want me to do Spencer?" He asks clearly exhausted as I am "I'm not going to make you choose between you're family" His eyes widen as I get into the car turning on the car watching him walk over "I thought you guy's we're my family?" He asks looking at me with hurt and pain "I thought we we're too" That's the last thing I say before driving away leaving him there alone.
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<Toby>
I finally arrive home after getting a taxi noticing that Spencer's car is parked on the driveway. I quickly head inside where I find the girls eating and watching Tv on the sofa. I kiss their cheeks heading upstairs where I find Spencer in our room sitting on the bed. "Hey" I mutter closing the door behind me leaning against it "What?" She looks at me with hatred "You're wrong Spencer you and the girls are my family but yes so is my dad" She shakes her head in frustration walking over to the window "I know that but I'm not going to make you choose between us and you're dad" She looks at me with tears sliding down her soft cheeks "So I'll make it for you.." She whispers turning around with her back to me "The girls are I are going to go and stay with my mum and Dad for a while" I shake my head taking a step forward "You don't have to do that Spencer I won't go to dad's it's fine" She shakes her head putting her hands in her pockets of her jeans "It'll be easier this way I told you I wouldn't make you choose so now I've chosen for you" I walk towards her wrapping my arms around her waist only she pushes me back walking straight past me but I'm quick to grab her wrist. "I love you" I whisper as if it's only a secret "I love you and the twins more than anything" She sighs finally looking at me "I love you too but in order for you and you're Dad to have a good relationship you can't be with me" She looks down at my hand that's holding her wrist tightly "Let me go" She demands but it's more like a whisper as her voice cracks "I can't I love you too much. I told you I'd never let you go again" She looks up at me putting her hand on top of mine "I'm doing this for you why can't you see that? Go and see you're Dad" She hisses pushing away from and heading downstairs I let out a grunt grabbing the nearest thing which happened to be a vase and throw it across the room.
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<2 days later>
I've now been at dad's for two days Spencer and I haven't spoken we left things with our small goodbyes. "You're better off without Spencer Toby all she ever did was cause Trouble and you know it. And those twins of you're's..." He shakes his head a look of pure disgust covering his face "How can you say that? Spencer is the most beautiful, Inspiring and most amazing person I've ever met. She's the one that's always had my back has always tried to help me when things seemed tough. And the twins Avery and Violet are the best things that have ever happened to us. If you ever actually bothered to come and see us you would know" I clench my jaw as I walk into the spare room grabbing my bag "Where the fuck do you think you're going?" He shouts in pure anger "Are you gonna run back to that slut Spencer? And you're shitty daughters?" He chuckles before slamming my head against the wall hard causing me to fall into a deep deep sleep.
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I know it's been so so long since I've last updated my life has been crazy and very hectic at the moment and I'm trying to do everything at once and it's all been getting to much.

Yes this chapter is quite short but hey it's an update better than nothing xx