You're my Hope(Sequel to Consumed by love)

I needed him to hold me in his arms

<Spencer>
It's been three years since the last time I spoke to Toby. He wasn't there for the birth of his two beautiful daughters Avery and Violet. He wasn't there the days I needed him to hold me in his arms and tell me everything was going to be okay. He wasn't there for anything but that's in the past now. My new partner Miles and my two little girls are my whole life now. They are what's important to me they are the one's that have stood by me through everything. I met Miles in a business Meeting last year and ever since then we've been together and it's been amazing. He's so caring, Sweet, Handsome and passionate about everything he does in life. He's never been closer to my little girls more than how he is now. Although they know he's not their real father they are not quite old enough to truly understand. "Hey baby" Miles wraps his arms around my waist standing behind me rubbing my stomach "Hi" I smile at him turning around running my fingers through his blonde hair "You all ready and packed?" I ask him as he will be leaving tonight for a business week in Florida. "Yeah baby I'm all packed" He frowns cupping my cheek "I wish I could blow of his meeting and stay home with my favourite girls" I blush smiling "You'll be back at end of the week we'll be okay" He smiles stepping forward pulling me into a deep and passionate kiss. As he breaks apart he kisses my forehead "I love you" He whispers in my ear "I love you too" I say pecking his lips once more before turning around and finishing off the girls breakfast. "Avery! Violet!" Mile's shout's loudly and the next thing we hear is their laughter as Miles picks them up. He spins them around excitedly "Put me down!" Avery shouts her brown curly hair covering her face as Violet giggles loudly pushing her brown hair out of her face. "I'm hungry" She complains kissing Mile's cheek "You're mum's made your food" Mile's says sitting the girls down at the table as they eat their toast and drink the juice. "I'm going to have to get going" Miles says kissing both the twins heads "I'll see you two when I get back be good for you're mum" They both nod grinning like the little adorable devils they are. He walks towards me with a handsome smirk "And you take care of my little girls while I'm gone won't you?" He asks referring to the twins I nod proudly smiling back "With my life, I love you" He pulls me into his warm embrace "I love you too"
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<Flashback>
"I don't want you getting hurt" Toby frowns lifting the boxes out of my arms and putting them into his instead. "I'm many things Toby but I'm not weak" I huff walking into the room which our twins will be staying in "I never said you we're weak, I know you're not weak. You're my brave baby girl" He pulls me into his lap rubbing my stomach "I can't wait to hold our little girls in my arms" I grin putting my hands on my stomach as well "You promise me you'll be there?" He nods kissing my forehead "All our lives baby"
<Flashback Over>
He wasn't there, He wasn't there when I would wake up at 5 o'clock in the morning vomiting or when I was so emotional I couldn't think straight. He wasn't there for the birth of our daughters and that's the part that kills the most. My daughter's are growing up without their father and I'm raising my daughter's without their biological father. "Night momma" Avery whispers as I kiss her forehead "Night darling" I say moving over to Violet's bed kissing her cheek "Night mummy" I smile at my beautiful twins "Night sweetheart" I say walking out of the room closing the door behind me. I slowly and carefully walk downstairs not wanting to be too loud. As I walk into the lounge room there's a soft knock at my front door. I look at the time seeing it's only 7:OO I walk towards the door turning the door knob only to see the person I never thought I'd see again. "Toby Cavanaugh"