I want you here.

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How many days do i have?

I'm April I was born in a samll city in Sweden and moved to London when I was ten and lived here since. I may not be the worlds most saddest but I sure not happy.

I woke up by the sun hitting my face a peacefull morning if you ask me. Today is the day of my fathers wedding, let me explain. My mom died  two years ago and my father could not take it so we moved to London. I guess you could say I'm the black sheep of the family but I can't help it since my dad meet Alice it seems like he don't care for me anymore. Sure Alice is a lovely lady but she it's like she wants to be my new mom or something and when I say that she is never can take the place of me mom my dad goes mad. 

"Time to wake up April" 

I hear my dad's voice from downstairs.  

" I'm coming dad" I say in my oh so beautiful morning voice. 

" morning sleepyhead" my dad greats me when I walk in to the kitchen. "God mo-" " Jim are April ready I need her to try on her dress" Alice interrupt me. I just send her a nasty glare and nod. " god, come with me then" she says whit a smile. I do feel bad for not liking her, she's really sweet. She have long brown hair and blue green eyes a nice body, but she has to learn that she will never take my mothers place. 

Now I'm watching Alice walk down the aisle and her dad is holding her and she looks so beautiful, I turn my head to look at my father, he looks so proud. I wonder if he ever feels proud over me? Maybe not. 

And before I know it I'm in a big white tent whit Alice family and friends ( my dad change when he meet Alice) sometime I miss our old friends. " April this is Louis and you will stay with him for a while" 

My thoughts suddenly gets interrupt by the voice of Alice. 

My eyes goes wide and my mouth most be in the floor right now. "we...I...you say what?" 

"Oh your dad didn't tell you?" She ask. 

" tell me what?" I ask back

" April... Your dad and I are having a baby and we need you to move out.." 

I can feel the tears burn in my eyes, what? My father is having another baby, and don't want me to be apart of it?  

I try to swallow the lump in my trout as I stand up. "Excuse me"I say. I have never felt this way in my whole life, I feel so angry, sad, disappointed and unwanted. 

I spot my father talking to some fancy looking men, I walk right up to him and slap my hand against his cheek. " how could you!! I hate you!" I scream, now I don't care who sees me crying. " April what are you talking about?" He asks and place a hand on he now red cheek. " I think you know quite well what I'm talking about, your having a baby?!?" 

" oh, I was going to tell you" he says and look down to the floor.  "I guess Alice beat you to it" I say in a whisper and start to walk away. 

As i walk down the street I start to scream my heart out, how could my own father do this to me?

’’I didn’t know such a small person could scream so loud’’ a boy say from behind me. 

I turn around to see the Louis guy. ’’Hi, I’m Louis'' he says and offer me his hand. I only stare at it like it some kind if alien. ’‘okey then’’ ha says again.

’‘please just leave me alone’’ I say.

he start to smile ’’ you have no idea whats ahead of you now, do you?’’ he asks

’‘sorry, what do you mean?’’ i ask

’’oh god, I’m so sorry it’s me who have to tell you this but you are getting married in a month’‘ and with his words every ting wen’t black in front of my eyes, well i guess i just fainted