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April Diary

Dear diary:

Why did Liam's family have to bee so damn nice and friendly, why waren't they be judgmental as the rest of the world seems to be. It would be much easier to hate this deal if they were mean to me. I can tell he really loves his family to. 

Last week Karen and Nicola took me out to buy my wedding dress at first I didn't want to go but Liam gave me "The look" so not like I had a choice, like anything in my life. As I was trying on different dresses Karen told me how happy she was that Liam finally found someone who love's him and don't do it for money, she started to cry and I had no idea what to do so I just gave her a awkward hug. But if she only knew...

Everytime me and Liam walks out the door there are allot of paps, the first time the paps fowlloed us I didn't think much about it. After a few days I walked to the store near Liam's house and on every gossip magazine I saw my face,  one of the magazines says that they are happy for Liam and me, but in all the others thay looked down at me, how I wasn't skinny enough how Daniel would be better for Liam then me,  feel so humiliated. It's even worse on twitter they hate me! Liam keep telling me that I can't let It bring me down but how can it not? My father left me to some company to deal with my future?

April pov: 

" Zayn?" I ask the boy sitting on the small sofa in my changing room. He looks up at me. "Yes, April?" he asks, he sounds extremly annoyed with me, just like moust of the pepole seem to be with me, what did I do so wrong to get every one around me to hate me? " Emh...W..w..who's walking me down the aisle?" He turn to me with a shocked look on his face he's just about to replay when the door open and my father walk in to the room. 

My eyes go wide " Who's Ides was this?" I turn to Zayn. " Managment" Zayn mutter and walk out the door. " Hi April" My fathers voice sounds just the same as the last time I saw him at his own weding the same night when my life wen't down hill. " You look beautiful just like your mom did on our wedding day" He say. He walk up behind me and looks at me trough the mirror. " Dad....What did I do wrong for you to give me up like this?" I feel the tears In my eyes. He spin my chair so I look him straight in the eyes.

"April, we needed the money they offered us for you and with the new baby on the way... I know you thinks it's bad now but I promise you that Liam loves you, I can see it in his eyes! What Alice did to you wasn't right and I know that but I will always love you" he says and try to hug me but I push him away.  "If you loved me, you wouldn't have sold me to be someones wife!" I scream at him. I feel a sharp pain in my left cheek. This is the first time he have ever hit me. I feel my whole face throbbing as I turn to him " After this wedding I wan't you out of my life" I say and start to cover up the al ready forming bruise. 

Liam pov:

" Liam I'm worried about April, I left her with her dad.. it's bad I heard screaming" Zayn says as he walk in to my changing room. I nod cause I'm to nervous to speak right now, Kevin called just minutes ago to tell me that tonight he want me to take April's virginity, on our wedding night. I turn to Zayn " He want me to take it tonight" I say and swallow he lump in my throat. " Well are you gonna do it" Zayn asks me after a few moments in silence, and I nod. 

The sermoni went fine and I guess I'm now married to April Payne and god she looked so beautiful in her dress tonight. Now were on the plane to paris. The whole week's been planed by Kevin... They want a baby as fast as it can be born. 

I carry our bags in to the room, April changed her cloathes before the plane so she's in a small withe dress oh god she looks so perfect. 

April pov:

I can't believe I'm in Paris and that I'm married. Many of my high school friends was there and I talked to a few of them. Suddenly I'm pushed up against the door. " Liam" I squeal in suprise. He lower his head to my neck and starts to suck. I moan as he finds me sweet spot. He lifts me up and place my legs around his waist. " Your beautiful" He whisper against my lips before they meet in a deep kiss. My stomach's doing crazy flips and lips on fire.  " I want you" he whisper in my ear and bite softly the lobe.

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Now April and Liam is married! skipped a bit there. Hope you like it!