I want you here.

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but that’s just it, do i not get any say in this at all? I’m only 19 years old I got my whole life infront of me but i have to give it up and all for a man i’ve never meet? I for one don’t think so! How come No one even asked me what i think about this, why did my dad just give me away like this? 

I guess it’s that easy to start a new family.

’’Hi, i’m Dr Sloan, i’m gonna check on you and see if you got any illness or so, I am also going for a gynecological examination.’’ Is this man really crazy or something? This is so not okay, I have never even been on a gynecological examination before so why would i need it now?!?!?! 

 ’’Nowayjose you are not to check me down there!!’’ i scream at him. He gives me a glare that says he’s not here for playing  games, but nether am I!

 ’‘just come whit me and we see how it goes okay?’’ he says and smile down at me. Asshole!

’‘okey’’ i mumbles under my breath.

 we walk out the room i must say this flat is nice decorated but I din’t feel like living here. So seven bedrooms, a dining room, a kitchen and a huge living room. 

’‘Breath in, hold it... ...and out’’ Dr Sloan directs me. He smiles a little ’‘Your heart and lungs sounds good, and all you reflexes except in you right knee work just fine’’ I nod my head. ’‘guess me only have one thing left then’’ He says. I’ve been looking towards that chair/ bed this whole examination and I’m not going to lie to you, i’m terrified.  I don’t like this one bit! 

He paces one hand on my back and leads me towards the chair/bed. 

’‘Take your pants and underwear of please’’ I just nod i feel so humiliated.

’‘Sit down please’’ Like i have i choice? As he starts, you know down there i just stop breathing who knows perhaps i die?

’’April you need to breathe’’ He says after a while when he notice I don’t breath, I start to see black dots in front of me eyes. 

 ’’April, just take a deep breath and everything’s going to be okey’’ No it’s not even tho i never had have sex i feel so disgusted by my self.  Dr Sloan take my hand and squeeze it. ''April, i really need to check this, if somethings wrong whit you the deal is of. And they won't take you in'' But i don't want to do this so why would i cooperate? I start to wiggle out of his hands '' Please don't make me tie you down April'' 

''Let me go'' I scream.  He takes my left hand and tie it down to the chair ''LET ME GOOOOO''  ''April please calm down'' He push by my sholders down on the chair, well thats gonna be a big bruise. 

Niall pov: 

Wow I never knew i little girl like April could scream this loud, i mean she's just so small! I feel kind of bad for her, no one talked to her about this and I can only think of what I would do if some one just told me i'm getting married to someone i never meet.  I just hope Liam know what he's doing...

'' Niall, I'm done whit April now'' I turn around and see Dr Sloan. ''Yeah, where is she'' I ask.  ''I had to put her down...'' poor April.. ''okey.. I'll take her to my room, wait for me and we'll talk about it'' I say. Oh god Liam's going to be so angry now, he said he wanted her awake when he got back...