finally

Mixed emotions

Kirsty's pov

What the actual fuck? He said he loved ME. Not that aplastic barbie,makes sense. She is beautiful,her hair. She's flawless. I'm just a scarred bullied cut bitch,no one wants. We'll he used to tell me..

*flashback*

" you were late again!, oh know that won't do will it girly!" He said in a creepy voice then kicked me in my ribs.

" your just a self harming bitch!, aren't you" " no one will ever love you,look at you your ugly,worthless." He said chucking. All true facts though ay.

" don't forget fat" He smirked and walked into the kitchen downing yet another beer. But after he finished he smashed the glass bottle over my head laughed and walked in the front room laughing what ever was on the television. Ahhhh oh my I'm bleeding I tried to get up,but my whole body ached. I sat there and cried,I cried all night that night. Not daring to make a sound,and wake the monster up.

*end of flashback*

He said he'd never hurt me,he said he was different. He said he wasn't like him. I know it's a different scale,but h still broke my heart. I thought I was his,and he was mine.

Before I knew it I was baling,not facing the embarrassment. I ran didn't know where I just ran. But Niall herd my tears and looked up and started chasing after me. No he can fuck off!

Nialls pov

" Hey sexy" Kiera came up to me and winked. She started touching me every where,I didn't like it.

" get off me Kiera,please!" She but her lip,and shook.

"You like it though,don't you?" She threw me another wink. Before I knew it her lipstick covered lips were on mine. Then I saw Kirsty. Looking at us with confusion,hurt,and anger?. She started running. I ran after her,god I love her! It was all that sluts fault. I wasn't fucking interested. God she was desperate.I've probably lost the most best fucking girl in the world.

I think I love her? Wait I can't possibly love her,could I. Oh my god shut up Niall. Of course you love her!