finally

Maybe,maybe.

Kirsty's pov:

It's nearly the end of Summer,and I just don't think Niall understands what this means. We live so far away from each other,and I don't think I can cope with the loss again. I know we didn't get to do much with each other,and it wasn't actually for long. But that's not the point,when your in love with someone quantity doesn't matter,it's the time you spend with each other. And if it's quality time then who cares? I've never been more free than this summer,and if I'm never to see him again,I want him to know exactly what he meant to me. And why he'll always be my first love.

And you can never forget your first love.

I walked along the bay,coming up to the dorm I've grown to adore. I can see him from the small grass patch I'm standing on. He's wearing his glasses he uses when he's concentrating the most. I stand there In awe for what felt like hours.

I need to tell him,I need too. I knock on the door and his loving smile looks down at me in,fear? Worried I step in..

Nialls pov.

It's one week to our final music exams,one week before the end of summer. I'm not fucking stupid,I know what this means,it means no more Kirsty. And I don't think I'm ready for that.

My heart,hurts? Yes,it's like I've been stabbed multiple times In my chest. Correction that would be less painful.

I heard the door slam and I turned around to see a tear stained Kirsty before me. No,niall don't cry.

Don't cry.

"

"Hey,hey don't cry"I place my hand on her chin and lift her head up to face me. I wipe her stray tears that was falling on her cheek.

"It's gonna be ok,promise." She shoved my Hand that was placed on her face. She shook her head and walked Back.

"No. Don't promise,because if it all fucks up I'm the one who was stupid enough to believe another empty promise,niall I love you,you gave me everything I ever possibly needed in a months. For they I'll be grateful for a lifetime. Let's just say maybe. Let's say maybe It will be ok. Promises are for the weak and the stupid. And I,niall are far less from weak."

I'm still processing what she said,in think that's the first time I've heard her curse. She's so beautiful,even when she's crying. My hearts aching,I'm tired,and I just want to make Her pain go away,I love her enough to let her leave this camp with a chance that I'll see her In the future.

I will,love always wins.

Love always wins.