finally

Remember how we did it?

Kirsty's pov

He kissed her while he was leading me on? Niall seemed like he was true to his word when he said he wasn't like him.. He said he'd never ever try and hurt me,and whoever did would get a good smashing up. But he hurt me? I thought he loved me,I generally thought someone like him could love me. Why was I so stupid? I'm fat,ugly,weird,loner,not popular. I get it, Kiera is beautiful and probably experienced in that department if get what I'm saying! I didn't even know where I was going all I knew was I was crying running and near a river. Hey? Wasn't this the river Niall took me,oh. It was beautiful so many memories with Niall. He told me I was not like the girls back in Mulingar he never saw such a broken yet amazing girl. I stood there in awe till I remembered he hurt me.

I must of been deep in thought because I didn't hear anything behind me..

" hey?" Niall said In a shy whisper. I just ignored him and shuffled along the grass and faces the river totally blanking him,I don't care he hurt me so why should I? Shut up Kirsty you so do care!

" so your just going to ignore me?" I shrugged as a response not trusting my voice.

He sighed and sat down on the patch of wet grass in front of me. Did he not realise I didn't want to talk to him.

" Go away,just go" I said while a little tear rolled down my cheek. He shook his head" well I didn't kiss her,and I love you so why should I?" He said and locked his beautiful blue eyes on mine. What? How the fuck can he say he didn't kiss her when I blanitly saw them having a full on snogging session in the middle of the camp

" I get it" I laughed bitterly.

" I'm me,ugly. Abused,broken,fat,annoying weird, bitch. I've been called it all Niall,I know it niall. Ok,it was cute and strange to think that you loved me ni,uh I mean niall. You need a girl like Kiera she's stunning beautiful,skinny"then it all came out! I broke out crying in front of him,add cry baby to that list.

" she's a slut,well that's what she comes off as, please trust me I didn't even kiss her she kissed me and honestly..." He said coming closer to my ear

" her kisses were nothing compared to yours" he smiled and we kissed gently yet so much love was in one kiss,I just want to stay like this forever..