Me

Why am I alive?
Do people care about me?
Why am I always alone?
Do I actually belong in this world?
Why are my feelings always a mess?

Always crying in the corner of my mind
Always alone, by myself
Everybody hates me
Jealousy wells up on me

I can't live anymore but I know if I die it's wrong to what do I do with myself?

Why is living so hard?
Why can't I be normal?
What is wrong with me?
Why am I always hungry?
Why can't I be happy?

I hate my life...
I hate myself...
I hate my looks...
I hate living...

Why do I have such a cheerful name?
Does anyone even care about me?
Is my existence good enough?
Are you still reading?
Do you care?
Does anyone care?

Haha.... is there anyone that would seriously read my blabbering?
Well if you are that means you care right?
Just a little bit maybe?

Well if you actually read all my blabbering well my name is Sunshine I know cheerful right?
So why can't I be as happy as that name?
Why is my life sad?
I hate myself.....

*Yah this is my new book! And um sorry it's sad it just came to mind so yah and tell me how it is and I know it's sad lol sorry*