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Today , i feel as if I'm depressed. Maybe because I miss my grandma. But I can't say that's the reason why though. Maybe it's because metaphorically, someone basically said " Kennedy you can be included, it's for us 2 only" and that's the thing. Why do 2 haves have to make a whole??? When having a friendship there isn't a shape??? It's just you and them joined hands. It's not fair.
Why do people have to say they're you friends but when you try to compromise they say " no , it's just us 2 " and I'm like TBH it doesn't matter??? Where the day is twin day or not. As friends we need to go outside the box and do 3 or 4 people. And I'm like I'm getting tired. I'm really tired. People always seem to take my kindness for advantage. I try to no cry I try to not be mad and just smile but what else am I supposed to do??? All I can lock up my heart and keep my head phones plugged in.
It's not fair. Why do people treat me lien dirt. I try my best to be positive and laugh at jokes that's not even funny but the thing is . For example I buy (Your nAme) a drink and some chips cause i was heading to the store and you had no money and it's not right to just buy me nothing a not you . So I buy use food and then one day I don't have money but you do and I ask " hey Can I get this bag of chips " and you lie and say " oh I only have 5 dollars" and In my mind I'm like so....you just....really dude , not cool.
I'm then I also hate went people don't stand up for me but I stand up for them. I'm too damn nice!!!! I hate being nice but when I'm mean people wanna say "Kennedy why are you always being so mean " I'm like WELL BEING NICE GOT ME HURT!!!!!!. I'm so tired of This. Really I am. I just curl up in my bed listen to Dean half the moon and cry. It's not. Fair. But what should I whine for.
Fair has one of the most strongest meanings. I can't seem to figure out how people seem to not understand. You've me for almost 4 years and maybe if you weren't so selfish you would've understood my ways. My way of seeing love is comfort , loyalty, and passion. But maybe you can't seem to see cause your TO busy standing with your eyes closed. Maybe you try , for me and open them.
Maybe you'll see , my tears , and the frowning face , and emotions . But you can't your eyes are to busy closed. Why is that. WHY MUST THEY BE CLOSED!!!!!! My can't you see. My can you seem I'm in pain. In can't you see!!! Cause you eyes are closed. Open them you idiot!!!!!! But of course you like everyone else. You can't.
So just , leave . Why do you have to suffer myself? Why is it that after I tried I've opened my heart And tired a new perspective But even when I tired. My heart closed. But of course You didn't know?? Did you even care???! Doubt it. Cause me , I'm just a girl A stupid teenage girl named Kennedy. The WERID WATTPADER. The kid. Who loves food. The girl who gets picked on cause she nerdy. The girl who closed her heart and shut down her love For a fake representation. Maybe , I'm the one who's wrongs. Maybe my reasons are way over emotional Maybe my tears are just me Swinging moods Maybe , if was to show you mAybe you'd see. But wait. Your eyes are still closed. Maybe I should open them for you.
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Maybe you'll see one day. Maybe. If only you knew felt the pain. Cause everyone knows bad guys in movies and shows most become bad because of there hurt past. And did anyone every apologize for turning them that way?? No. So why I should continue to be nice and fake a smile and laugh as if it's nothing when if I drop I tear no one would care. Who am I to smile???? Why should care about you?????
Maybe it would be better if you just stayed away from me. Maybe you to learn. Maybe if you just open up your damn eyes you'd understands. But you can't
