December Groom

December 18th

Today was tiring. Not just because of some physical strain but the mental strain of trying to decide what to do.

The mental strain came from trying to decide if I wanted to get the surgery or not. Once you have it there is no turning back and you are just as able to get pregnant as females. It's a life altering decision, so I had to be very careful with my decision.

Trunks said I didn't have to if I didn't want to, but I could hear the hope in his voice that I would get it. And that only made things more difficult. Would he really be okay if I didn't get it?

I spent hours rubbing my temples, and sighing. Just when I thought I'd made a decision, something else would come to mind and I would have to factor it in. I am surprised I didn't pass out from all the pressure in my head.

I finally made a decision and went to go tell Bulma. I found her in the operating room, setting up, just in case my answer was yes. I told her what I had decided and she handed me the standard issue Capsule Corp hospital gown.

After I had changed, I went back into the room and saw my dad, Gohan, and Trunks all there. I smiled as I layed down on the table. I don't remember much after that, but I do remember the last thing I saw before I went under was Trunks, with tears in his eyes.

I awoke later, in Trunks' bed. I was surprised as to how comfy his bed felt. I just wanted to bury myself in his sheets and never leave the matress.

I heard someone knock on the door and I told them to come in. Trunks popped his head in the door, and I patted the spot next to me, signaling gor him to snuggle with me.

"You're amazing. I'm so lucky" he said out of the blue.

"What do you mean?" I asked.

"You had a life changing surgery because you wanted to be able to have kids. Not just anyone would've done that. I could tell you were nervous. Your face right before you went under had fear written all over it, yet you still went through with it. You truly are so wonderful" Trunks said.

"No Trunks. That's you. I could tell you wanted me to get the surgery, but you didn't pressure me. You didn't try to force me to do anything now matter how badly you wanted it. That is truly amazing" I replied.

"Are you sore?"

"Yeah. It hurts to even try to sit up"

"You hungry?" he asked.

"A little. Yeah"

He left me after that and I know he is going to come back with a feast. I am writing this all down before he gets back. I can't believe I actually got it done. I am now actually able to have children.

I would be lying if I said I wasn't scared. But I have people by my side, and I couldn't be happier. I wonder what tomorrow will hold.