Dear his future girlfriend,
I'll remember your name. I will never forget it. It will burn my lungs and stop me from breathing as if I am breathing in ash. You have him, my whole world in your hands. Yours to love as he once was mine.
I'll hate you. I know I will and for that I am sorry. I'll be hurt. Hurt and anger does terrible things to people, you might learn that soon. I bet you'll be beautiful, more beautiful than I ever was or will be. You'll treat him better than I ever did and that I know for sure. I didn't know what I had until I let it go.
We didn't have a first date before we got together. He'll always claim that our first time meeting was magical although all I remember was watching my sister become amazing friends with him. The first time we kissed was behind a caravan on the driveway of the house between our houses. That driveway became home to me. The Safest place I felt in a long time. It was the first week I had met him but I knew then and there, he was something special.
Make sure you appreciate him. He can get jealous, really jealous but he trusts you. Don't ever doubt that and especially don't take it for granted by lying to him. He's a good man, you and I both know that. If you don't love him when he's angry then honey you'll learn to. I know sometimes he can be a handful when's he's upset, but honey his most honest words come out of every fight.
Family will always come first and I wish dearly that they accept you just as they accepted me. You might not get along with them but try dear, they are good people. So for gods sake try.
I love him you know. There will always be a place in my heart for him. Yes as I am writing this I miss him more than anything but he's yours and he sure as hell won't be missing me. You have to believe him in that.
He will say he's ok and you know he's not. Just give him space, sometimes time is all he needs. He'll open up as soon as he is ready to tell you. He can be stubborn like that.
He is kind and generous and loving. No one will ever love you as much as he will. Please hold on to him for as long as you can. I hope you'll love him better than I ever did. Treat him right. You could possibly be his forever and that makes you the luckiest girl in the world.
