To my current boyfriend,
I wish you only cracked my heart, but dear, it seems you have shattered my being. You smashed my bones with each insult and dirty look, and you drained the very oxygen from my lungs when you stole my sanity. You made every muscle limp to your touch, and you took the words from my very mouth, because every word I say isn't good enough for you.
You stole the light that my eyes once held, and you drained the laughter which once flowed out of me freely. You broke my feet, for I can no longer walk happily without you by my side, and you even broke my fingers and now they are stuck in a perpetual state, reaching for any kind of affection from you.
But, I think most of all, you broke my mind, for I can no longer think without my every thought leading back to your name.
Why do you do this to me? This relationship isn't turning out how I thought it would be, the fear and pain, you treat me like I am a toy. I truely love you with all my heart and I promise I won't be the one to walk away. I hope that this won't tear us apart. You hurt me and yet I am willing to stay.
You say you love me but show me you care. I can't live like this, you have shattered me into a million pieces and you don't even realise. I won't make a sound because after all.. It was me who lied.
There comes a point where the fight doesn't mean anything anymore. No more excuses, what is done is done. Humans make terrible mistakes that shouldn't be held against them.
So make your choice now, I won't walk away. Do you love me enough to stay? Or do I just mean noting to you anymore?
