Tsukiuta , Ensemble Stars , Touken Ranbu (Crossover & Oneshot Reader Insert)

Kashuu Kiyomitsu x Reader : Abandoned (Touken Ranbu)

Kashuu always like to make himself cute, he always painting his nails, use sunblock when go out and keep his body clean. The only reason why he always make himself cute is he afraid to being abandoned just like before because he's broken.

But, his master now was a good person, Kashuu always play with her daughter even he go to school with her. His master daughter name is (L/n) (F/n). A girl that always stick with Kashuu.

"Hei, (f/n) look at this," Kashuu try some new paint nails.

"Eh, you tried new colour? It's really match on you Kashuu, dark red just look so elegant on you." You smile at Kashuu, you always compliment whatever Kashuu did cause you know how fragile he is.

"Then, (f/n). Let's go buy ice cream after school, I heard there a new flavor."

"Um!" You nodded and smile at him.

The reason why you always stick with Kashuu is because you want to be with him until you die just like what Okita did to Yasusada. But, the feeling inside your heart slowly shout out to be reveal.

You two stopped at the ice cream shop, thinking what you should buy. Kashuu smile at you and gesturing to go inside the shop.

"Look, there another flavor. What do you want, (f/n)?" Kashuu eyes sparkle when he saw so many variants there.

"Um, I think I want to taste new flavor, ah! This is black forest! We always know this was a cake but now in ice cream form," you grabbed some ice cream, Kashuu smile at how innocent are you.

"Let see..., ah! This must be favorite on here, milky honey!" Kashuu grabbed one ice cream and show it at you.

"That must be! We should buy this all," you said jokingly.

"Um!"

You two hurrily payed it and gobhomr as fast as you two can so you two can eat the ice cream before they melt.

After arrived at your home, you opened the wrapped and ate the ice cream happily with him. Kashuu was the only sword on your home the other on the citadel.

"My brain freeze!!" You shout jokingly when you ate the first bite.

Kashuu just laugh, you two always like to play like that. After you two finished eating the ice cream suddenly he show his ice cream stick.

"Look (f/n) I got this alphabet, and it mean your name," he show a alphabet write on it.

You saw at your ice cream stick and there was not write anything, you little bit dissapointed.

"Eeh? I don't have one, can it be mine?" You asked him. "Ah, nothing. You can have it Kashuu," your mood suddenly changed.

You always play with him every after school, you two just like brother and sister but actually you two are not.

You laying on your bed, fever all over your body. You felt all your body so weak, you can't go to school.

"(F/n)!" You heard Kashuu voice, he opened your room door and reveal you who laying there.

"Sorry, Kashuu I think I can't go to school," you said in weak voice.

"You had a fever?"

Kashuu hurrily called your mom. He go to school alone. You just laying on your bed and feeling all the fever on your body.

After school, Kashuu always go to your room just to sat there looking after you. He also like to teach you the lesson you don't know.

"Nah, it will be easy if you use this formula," he teach you with the most easily way.

"Ooh...so it's like that," you said in amazed.

Everyday almost a week you still sick and laying on your bed, and everyday too he always in your side even when you sleep he will watch you until you woke up.

"Sorry, Kashuu you have to go to school alone, usually (f/n) always go with you." Your mom said with a smile.

"It's okay, (f/n) maybe too tired until she got a sick,"

Your mom just smile. Kashuu was innocent and don't know anything. Your mom felt bad to not telling him the thruth.

In the fact you never woke from your bed. You don't have any energy to woke up even just open your eyes, you really want to see Kashuu for the last time but you can't.

Kashuu always go home early and then goes to your room. He hold his tears for a long time, almost 2 week. He felt sad when he see your weak body laying on bed with a pale skin.

"(F/n), I was lonely. You would never leave me, right?" He said while holding your cold hands.

His tears streaming down. He can't hold it anymore, it's okay to crying than hold it.

The next morning, Kashuu didn't go to school. He crying on the corner of his room, buried his face on his knee. He even locked his room, even when the house was crowded with peoples.
He heard a knock on his door. He just ignore it.

"Kashuu, you have to give the last flower," said your mom softly, she know how Kashuu feeling, he totally broken now.

He keep sulking. Going out from his room to the room where everyone gather. He hold a white chrysanthemum on his hand. Everyone notice Kashuu sadness that's why he won't to see you again.

"(F/n)...you said you won't leave me," he said while giving the last flower.

You never back to his side again. He always alone and now he decided to back to the citadel. The same feeling when he abandoned by Okita, the feeling when you leave him. Everyone that he love always go leaving him. Sometimes he got scared to loving someone maybe someday they will end just like you and Okita.

"Sorry, (f/n). I just remembered it, you said you'll be on my side until you die, you can't on my side until I die."

Kashuu gave a bouquet of (fav flowers) on a grave. He felt sad and always want you to back to him. He want you stay there a little long again. But he must to face the reality.

"For the second time i got abandoned again," he smile and then leaving the grave.

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Sorry to make it end like that.

Why Kashuu always end like that? Why?

I just read Kashuu history and I about to cry when I know the reason why Kashuu make himself cute he afraid to being abandoned again just like before. I felt bad at you Kashuu 😭😭😭😭

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