Trying to be Perfect

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I was at the hospital because I had to check in weekly.They made me do a urine test to make sure there wasn't anything in my system.

I was sitting in the hospital room on the bed and the doctor came in. She looked at me with a shocked look.

"What?" I said worried

"Well we didn't find anything in your system... But"

"But!!" I interrupted

"But we found out that you're pregnant"

"Haha that's funny really what did you find out" I asked in denial

"Congratulations" she said shutting the door

I sat there in silence. What have I done? I'm Pregnant!

I got in my car and drove home. When I got home I sat on my bed crying. After about ten minutes I went to the bathroom and found my razor blade. I was so tempted it had been months. I rolled up my sleeve and started a new trail.

I cried and cried.

"Harry I need you to come over" I said on the phone.

I will be there in five.

I washed the blood off my arm and put on a white long sleeve shirt!

I opened my bedroom door and saw Harry. He welcomed himself in.

"You look like you've been crying" "what's the matter?" he said

"sit down we have to talk"

I wiped my nose with my sleeve.

"I went to the hospital today for my weekly check in.."

"Yea" he interrupted

"I'm pregnant"

I wanted so badly not to cry but I couldn't help it the tears came anyway.

He scooped me in his arms and told me everything is gonna be okay.

"Well we have to do this together" he said

"As friends" I bursted.

He seemed a little hurt by the comment.

He grabbed my arms and said

"As friends"

He had my arms turned wrist side up and I forgot that I cut myself earlier and it bled through the white shirt.

I tried to turn my arms over but then he rolled up my sleeve.

"Ashton" he began

"Harry don't even you caused some of these"

He looked down "Yeah I did. I'm sorry" He whispered. You could tell he was crying.

"I'm staying over here tonight to take care of you" he said then kissed me on the forhead.