Behind the Walls (Sebastian Michaelis x Reader)

Chapter 14

Reader-chan POV

"There. All done." I sighed and stood up from stood from my seat behind the desk.
"Finally!" said Finny and stretched his arms over his head. I smiled and opened a drawer where the files of my squad were located.
I opened the folder and alphabetically organized them.
"Is that all?" asked Ciel.
"Yes. Oh and act normal okay? If they ask anything about you, remember about what we put in your file alright?" I asked them.
"Yes ma'am!!" saluted the three servants. I smiled at them.
"You're free to go eat. And if you see the rest of the squad, tell them that I want to speak with them after dinner," I said.
"We'll tell them, yes we will!!" said Mey-Rin and walked out the door, Finny and Bard following her.
"Is something wrong?" I asked Ciel and Sebastian.
"Yes. But I'll let Sebastian talk. I'm hungry and I wish to go eat," said Ciel in a bored tone as he stood up.
"Oh and Ciel? No acting all proper okay? It will draw attention," I said.
"How exactly do you expect me to act?" He glared at me.
"Spend time with Eren and the boys and I'm sure something you'll pick something," I said. Ciel rolled his eyes and walked out the door, muttering something under his breath, and closing the door.
My gaze flickered to sebastian who wouldn't meet my eyes, his gaze was locked on something outside. Something isn't right...
"Sebastian? You okay?" I asked, walking around the desk and standing in front of him.
"Yes, I'm perfectly fine (Y/N)," he responded in monotone. He said my name. Usually, he'd call me by one of his nicknames for me but when he says my name he's either upset or really serious.
I frowned slightly and slid one of my hands up his chest, the other rested on his pale cheek and stroked his cheek bone.
"You're not fine. Something is wrong. Why won't you tell me?" I asked. He kept silent.
I sighed and placed a hand under his chin, turning his face to meet mine. I scanned his face for any signs of...anything really.
"Are you mad?" I asked, and stepped closer to him wrapping my arms around his waist, hugging him.
I pressed my face against the crook of his neck. Sebastian slowly wrapped his arms tightly around me.
"What aren't you telling me?" I muttered against his skin. I heard him sigh and placed his hand atop my head.
"No matter how hard I try I cannot bring myself to avoid you," he muttered.
I pulled away slightly and looked up at him.
"Sebastian?" I asked, slowly unwrapping my arms around him.
"The young master and I were discussing a few topics and...we talked about returning to England," he spoke softly.
My heart stopped at his words and my whole body froze.
"What?" I whispered and tried to pull away from him but he wouldn't let me, his grip tightened even more.
"You understand don't you, my love?" he rushed. "Just as you have your duties here, we have ours back there."
I stayed quiet. I've thought about it multiple times, that they would have to get back home, but I never thought too much about it because then I would get like this. I wouldn't want the others, especially him, to leave.
"Okay," I spoke up.
"Okay? Are you angry?" he leaned down and tried to get close to me but I leaned back. If he wanted to leave, then I'll have to avoid him as much as possible, so when it came down to it, I wouldn't break down.
"No, I'm just very busy. So if you'll let me go," I struggled against his demon strength. I heard him sigh again.
"I was afraid you would act like this-"
"Act like what?" I interrupted, glaring at him.
"Like this! You're going to act so cold against me-"
"I'm not!! If you want to leave that's fine with me. I'm not going to stop you-" Sebastian shut me up by placing his lips over mine. I inhaled sharply through my nose and froze again.
His lips moved against mine and I melted against him. I gave in and kissed him back, wrapping my arms around his neck. I felt tears threaten to spill down my cheeks so shut my eyes and kissed him harder.
But then he pulled away.
"Please understand. Trust me, I don't want to go but-" then everything clicked. I pushed him away before he continued.
"It's because of Ciel's soul. You still want it. And you won't stop until you get it isn't it? Is it really that worth-"
I was cut off by a loud boom and a large boulder heading toward us. It crashed through the window and wall, and headed straight toward me.
I was frozen and before I could do anything I was knocked off my feet and crashed through the walls.

Hehe, cliff hanger!! I'll update tomorrow and sorry for the short chapter!!