ex// meanie

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Mingyu found love to be a difficult feeling. Hard to control and he wanted nothing to do with it.

He often found himself thinking back to his past relationships wondering, what could I have done differently?

Although Mingyu missed his past boyfriends, only one of them had a real significance in his life.

Wonwoo was the only boy that had ever broken up with him first, though he missed him he tried his best to stop thinking about the boy that broke his heart.

Coping with the heavy weight of not knowing what you did to deserve the heartbreak was eating up at Mingyu.

There was only one way he learned to deal with it, drinking.

Mingyu went out almost every weekend drinking his little heart out. His anger and pain was gone with every sip he took. He stopped feeling things when he drank, and most importantly forgot.

Drunk Mingyu knew who Wonwoo was, the memories of him couldn't be erased, but the drinking numbed the hurt.

That was the reason Mingyu drank. It was the only reason he needed, he hated the memories shared with Wonwoo. He hated them because he missed them, he missed his ex and there was nothing he could do to get him back.

Mingyu often wondered what Wonwoo was doing with his life now.

He checked his social media pages at least once a week, but nothing was to be found there.

With no updates on Wonwoo's life it made him want to go see what he was doing himself.

Although he wanted to see Wonwoo again, just one last time, he knew he'd look stupid for trying to run back into the arms of someone that caused his heartbreak.