ex// meanie

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Wonwoo's life was boring.

He worked, slept, and ate. Nothing new.

He wished to have his old life back, careless and free.

Wonwoo often imagined a life with a relationship and someone to lean on, just as it was a year ago, with Mingyu.

Mingyu was the only boy that Wonwoo ever loved. He was his first relationship, and hopefully his last.

Mingyu was the only boy he had ever dated, after the break up he forbid himself from dating him, or anyone for that matter.

Wonwoo was done dating, he focused on work now. He wasn't caught up with Mingyu's crazy antics anymore. He takes life seriously and gave up on his foolish teenage years.

He told himself Mingyu was a mistake and was only there so Wonwoo could spend his free time doing something fun instead of staying home on his computer all day.

Wonwoo knew this wasn't true, he knew Mingyu made his life better and more exciting, but he pushed the memories aside and stopped worrying about what would happen if he went on with dating Mingyu.

Sometimes he would catch himself searching Mingyu's name in every possible social media app. He would see posts on Instagram and Facebook of Mingyu, the infamous party boy.

Mingyu had never drank around Wonwoo and Wonwoo wondered why this happened so suddenly. 

Why did Mingyu drink now?

Wonwoo couldn't help but think it may have been his fault, but, had Mingyu really cared about him that much?

Surely Wonwoo's very own ex boyfriend wasn't a complete party animal because of him right?

They were exes for a reason. Wonwoo broke up with Mingyu, thinking he was too crazy for Wonwoo, and Wonwoo too boring for Mingyu.

They were growing apart during that time, Wonwoo knew Mingyu didn't want a boyfriend as boring as he was.

They were complete opposites, Wonwoo didn't feel the connection. They went on their last date and kissed for their last time. That was the day Wonwoo ended it all.

When they broke up, Wonwoo focused on his job, Mingyu focused on his drinks.

They split apart instantly, and no matter how much Wonwoo missed him, he was too ashamed to go crawling back to the alcoholic player.

Wonwoo hadn't seen Mingyu with other boys, but he knew that wild man can't stand being alone for one second.

Maybe that's why he drank, because he can't stand not having a relationship, or maybe he drank to get a relationship.

Wonwoo never could figure out why he drank after they parted, he didn't care to find out.