My First love (Seme Male Reader x Rock) {Nanbaka}

chapter 16

musashi pov

"so you loved him, huh?" i whispered. i had been feeling his leg for a while, where i discovered the small box. he hadn't moved for a very long time, hadn't said much of anything either since he stopped crying. he seemed comfortable in my embrace but has been completely unresponsive. he didnt say anything, of course. didnt resist when is started feeling him up. its been so long since ive been able to feel him like this. since we've cuddled like this. i dont even remember being able to do this when we were together. he was always working. i was always so lonely, despite him being my boyfriend AND us living together at that time. i mean....could you really blame me for cheating when he was never there? he worked 6 days, 14 hours a day. the one day he would have off, he would spend the whole day sleeping. sex might happen bi-weekly. if im lucky, he is in the mood every week. if i could convince him, i might get some late at night but its never more than a few minutes. 'i have work in the morning' he would say. i took in a deep breath of his neck. he smelled so....good! its been so long since ive been able to smell him like this. my hands felt up his chest, sliding up his shirt. i dont even remember the last time i was actually able to feel him like this. i felt down his stomach, cupping his crotch. ooohhh i felt him getting hard. "i know of a way you could....get back at him," i growled into his neck. he didnt say anything, simply rolling over in my embrace and kissing me. its all good, jack. ill take care of him. you keep on doing what you doing.

later on that night....

reader pov

i was still bothered by it. like....i never thought that i would have taken a straight guy's virginity. i had only taken one other virginity since i became sexually active: samon. i swear i keep seeing him in damn near everything that happens in my love life. guess the only difference is that i knew samon was a virgin. he was also gay to begin with. after getting him good and drunk, only three drinks and he was out, i took him to musashi's strip club. i was expecting musashi to be here so i could get a discount but he isn't. im not all that worried about it. i paid for him a private dance. i leaned my back against the side of the door, smoking as i ordered the hotel room and a good hooker. i only really have testimonials so ill just have to trust that. i chatted with him while i helped him get cleaned up and found out what his type of woman is. or at least what type he thinks he likes. everything is in order for him to lose his virginity. me? its.....its tough. i was hoping we could be a thing but i cant just steal him away like that. its selfish! hell i shouldn't have even did it last night with him. i shoulda just left that alone. left him alone. i knew he was straight. i knew that it was more so admiration for me. yeah, i would see him lookin but that was all it was. just looking. it was just a misunderstanding. it really should have ended when i kissed him. hell, why did i even try? its not the first time ive had a crush on a straight guy. i had a crush on samon before we got together. only difference is that i actually came on to him this time.

i had just finished the cigarette when the bell went off, signaling the end of his dance. the door swung open, revealing the stripper matching what he said he liked. she seemed a little frustrated. "he good?" i asked, raising a brow. she looked at me. "he must be small cause i didnt feel him at all," she grunted before walking away, the click of her heels echoing down the hall. i looked in the room. he was sitting on the c shaped couch, looking as lost as ever. i sighed. i walked into the room. "come on, rock. i got the room and everything set up," i said. he looked at me and.....well i saw the tent forming in his jeans. it was literally growing right before my eyes. he started giggling. "i want to have SEX!!" he chimed. i pulled him to his feet. he kissed me lazily. i pushed him away. "just come on," i said, pulling him along.

i took him to the hotel room and sat him on the bed. "get undressed. she will be here in a few minutes," i said before turning to walk away. he grabbed my hand, pulling me into the bed on top of him. he kissed me again, wrapping his legs around me lazily. ok, maybe getting him drunk wasn't the best of ideas. i pried myself away from him. "off with the clothes, rock. i can hear her heels coming down the hallway," i said before quickly exiting the room. i closed it. i spotted the woman walking down the hall. she looked me up and down, a small smile crossing her youthful features. "gotta say this is the first time ive been attracted my client," she said, dragging her slender fingers down my chest. "im flattered but very much gay. client is in there," i said, handing her the little roll of money. she sucked her teeth. "all the good lookin ones are gay these days," she muttered, counting the money as she walked inside.