A Killers Game

His Words

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Eren's POV

In the morning I felt awful. I was a mess, and I looked like I was on drugs. My eyes were red and streaks of tears were visible.

I quickly looked at myself in the mirror and wiped my tears. Gasping, as I wiped some tears that threatened to fall. 

I got my clothes on and took a shower. Doing my morning routine was slower than it usually is, and wasn't as fun.

I skipped breakfast and didn't even bother to comb my hair. I had to force my feet to walk to work this morning. It was hard to stay calm with all the bright flowers around me.

I almost hurled.

"Good morning Eren!" Armin chirped at me. I looked at him with bags under my eyes and sniffled a little. His smile dropped instantly.

"Hi," I whimpered. Armin rushed to my side and put my head into his neck. I started to cry on him, and wrapped my shaky arms around his frame.

"Eren, wha–what happened?" My friend asked. His voice was softer than ever, and was like silk. Ushering me to stop my crying.

"I–I've done something ter-terr–terrible!" I cried. Gripping onto my friends apron, he almost fell back as I put my weight on him.

"Eren I can't stand!" He pushed me off and started to dry my tears with a tissue. "Now, tell me what happened."

"I, well, Levi came to my house and I made a bad move." I explained. It sounded really dirty, but it was true. I had did something stupid, something that I shouldn't have done.

"Wrong move? Eren, what did you do to him?" Armin's voice was in shock. He knew I would never do such dirty things, he's known me for years. I'm usually a chicken when it came to love.

"I kissed him..." I whispered, turning my head away as my cheeks heated up.

"That's it?"

"Kinda."

"Then what's the big deal about that? I mean you could have done worse." Armin patted my back and tried to reassure me.

I only pouted and looked at him. "Armin, he hates me! Do you know how hard it is to accept that!?" I felt tears start to swell in my eyes.

"Eren, look. You can't let it be like that forever. So, try to talk things out with him tonight instead of whining about it." He barked at me.

I whimpered and whined. It would be hard for me to be around him, talking to him would be even harder.

Armin looked at my worried face and sighed. "Why don't you just work and get your mind off it?" He suggested.

I nodded and got up. The day dragged on and so did the customers. It was hard not to think about Levi.

Getting home wasn't much easier either. I was torn between being happy and sad. I would be happy I could see Levi but, he is obviously mad at me.

I got home and saw him reading a book, on the living room couch. The room started to get warm and it was hard to breath.

I swallowed and put my coat away. Taking off my shoes, I felt Levi's eyes on me for the whole time. I turned around and our eyes met.

"H-ey." I squeaked. He nodded at me and patted the seat next to him.

I gulped and slowly walked to him. Taking a deep breath after each step, I tried my best to not let it show as I shakily sat down.

I sat farther than I wanted to sit from him, but I didn't really have a choice. My head was spinning and I could barley breath.

"So, Eren. About last time." He started.

"Levi please, can we not talk about that! Can we, please, try to get past that! I really don't want to think about it." I begged.

"Eren, I need to tell you what is ok and what's not ok." Levi's hand was gently placed on mine.

Don't touch me

It felt like fire, under his touch. I felt like it would burn my skin, so I yanked my hand away. Placed it down in my own lap.

"Eren come now, don't be difficult." He lifted me up with ease and placed me on his thighs. I squirmed and tried to get away but he held me there.

"Levi, stop. You can't do this to me, it's not fair! You know how much I like you, and this won't end well!" I asked.

"Eren I'll let you go as soon as this talk is over. Now, what you did last time was not acceptable." He told me.

I crossed my arms and didn't dare to look at him. Growing angrier by each word he said, I felt like I was going to blow.

"And you know I like you too, but it can't be." He said softly. My heart skipped a beat and I jolted.

"You do?" I whispered. Keeping my eyes down, I heard him hum. "Then why did you push me away?"

"Eren you know the answer. I have a fian–"

"Which you hate!" Tears streamed my face as I looked at him. Finally.

"Tch, you know why I can't break up with her. She's fucking black mailing me on my job!" Levi yelled back.

His gentle hand wiped away my tears but they kept falling. I pushed my palms to my eyes and started to cry.

He watched me silently as I sobbed in his lap. My heart broken as I knew very well why I couldn't be with him.

I calmed down and looked at Levi with a sad face, teary eyed. "If only..." I started to whisper. Levi looked up and didn't move. Only to lean in a bit, to hear my soft voice.

"If only I were a girl, I could've been someone special to you." I commented. My voice was sad and drawn out.

Levi looked at me in disbelief, and quickly wrapped his arms around me. I held onto him and he let me.

"No Eren, don't say that shit. I like you for who you are, but–" He stopped.

"But?" I urged on.

"You know that's not going to happen, bright eyes." He said. I couldn't take this anymore so I got up. Dusting off my shirt, I was too angry about this.

"Goodnight." I said coldly. Levi was about to move towards me, he grabbed my hand and I looked at him.

"Eren, you need to understa–"

"Don't. Just shut up and leave me alone." It took all of my strength to yank my hand away. I turned and started to go to my room.

I walked up the stairs, hearing his footsteps walk after me.

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