Needed Me - N.M

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I was good on my own that's the way it was.

My hips moved side to side as I felt hands push on my hips and a pair of lips attack my neck. I drank the rest of my drink and locked my lips with the stranger. The kiss got more and more passionate. All I remembered was waking up in someone's bed.

You was good on the low for a faded fuck, on some faded love.

That was how mine and Nates friends-with-benefits thing started. Whenever one of us wanted a certain favour, we'd call the other and cancel any plan. That was until Nate caught feelings for me after around two months.

Shit, what the fuck you complaining for? Feeling jaded, huh?

"Nate, fuck. You knew what this was gonna be." I sighed, collecting my clothes.

"Lil mama, I know. I know you don't want nothin' serious because of your past. I swear I wouldn't do that." He grabbed my arm softly turning me to him.

"I can't do this right now. You knew this was just a low key thing. This wasn't serious. Fuck." I said as I stormed out.

Used to trip off that shit I was kicking to you had some fun on the run though I'll give it you.

As I walked back to my apartment, I thought about our old times where nothing like this happened.

Flash back

"It's good huh?" I giggled as Nate took a puff again, coughing a bit.

"That shit strong ma." He chuckled, still coughing.

"Your not all that bad after all Nate. Maybe this could be a thing. Not serious, just a low key thing if you know what I'm talking about." I smirked.

"Well I'm not complaining at all ma, I'm up for that." He laughed as he locked his lips with mine with force.

I thought about how I wished times hadn't changed.

But baby don't get it twisted, you was just another n*gga on the hit list.

I snapped myself out of them thoughts. I can't be feeling attached to him. He isn't nothing to me. I'm fine on my own. I don't need anybody, and he's the one that needs me.

Tryna fix your inner issues with a bad bitch, didn't they tell you that I was a savage?

Fuck him. I don't need no one. I don't want no one. Why would I want someone making me have feelings? Nah, I'm alone and I like it that way. I knew his ex hurt him and that's why we had our thing but I'm not her and I don't wanna be in the position she was in.

I don't wanna be with him.

Fuck your white horse and your carriage.

I don't need some Prince Charming love story. There all fake.

I then had an incoming call from Nate. Decline. Blocked.

I don't need anyone else. I'm my own best friend and no one knows me like I know me.

Fuck boys.

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