He ( Niall Horan )

Chapter 4.

I feel someone is shaking me slightly. I open my eyes and see the most beautiful blue eyes I've ever seen.

"Charlie, wake up. We are leaving and I don't want to leave you in Toms' house with him alone." Niall whispers and I rub my eyes with my hands.

"Uhm..okay. I'll be ready in a minute. Where's Anastasia?" I ask and stand up, looking for my clothes.

"Your shirt, pants and jacket are on the dresser." He says and chuckles. He must have seen I am looking for it.

"Ana left earlier. O'Connel drove her home. She was drunk." He adds and I hear his footsteps.

"Oh, what a lovely friend. Laughing at you and then leaving you" I say and laugh.

"Niall, please" I look him in the eyes, he mouths an 'oh' and turns around so I can change.

"Okay, you can turn around now"

He slowly turns around and smiles. Suddenly, he wraps his arms around me. He is hugging me. What the hell?

"Are you sure you are fine?" He whispers and takes a deep breath. I sigh and pull back from a hug to see his beautiful blue eyes.

"Yes, I am. I hope you didn't mention that to anyone, did you?" I ask and shove his hands off my waist.

"Erm...well..." he starts and I can't believe he said that to all of them.

"What did you do?! I can't believe it Niall! I hate you so fucking much! How can you act like that? You're pathetic idiot! That's why no one likes you. You will never find a perfect girl. EVER! You are a manwhore!" I yell at him and tears filled my eyes. I storm out of the house and start running to my flat. Thank God he doesn't know where I live. I bump into some people and say I am sorry. I can't see clearly. Everything is blurry and foggy.

Soon as I reached for my flat door I look for my keys, but I can't find them. They must have fallen from my pocket at Toms' house. I sob and sit down on the floor. I am crying and screaming in my hands.

Suddenly, one arm grabs my shoulder and I look up. It's Miss Carry, from upstairs. She always hated me. We barely speak a word to each other. She has keys of all flats in the building. I stand up and she unlocks my flat door.

"Miss Carry, thank you so much" I breath out and walk into the flat. She gives me her fake smile and I close the door.

I fall onto bed and dig my face into pillow. It smells so good I can't resist. I turn around on my back and stare at the ceiling, thinking about Niall and what has he done to me. I think I wont' be able to stop hating him. And what about Anastasia? She just left from my life like we didn't even knew each other. That's what I hate about people. They will left sooner or later. I just hope I'll survive last 4 days in high school.

I wake up in the middle of the night. I look at my phone to see what time is it. It's only 3.35am. I can't sleep. I stand up and walk to the bathroom. I brush my teeth and comb my hair. I decide I'll take a bath. I fill in the tub with hot water and put some shampoo in to make bubbles. Everything is hurting me. I can't walk like normal human.

'Are you sure you're okay?' he asks. Well, motherfucker, for your information, I am not okay! I sob and step in hot water full of bubbles. I relax immidiately. I put my hair in messy bun so I don't have to dry it later. I look up at the ceiling and think about yesterday. What happened to Anastasia? Why she left? Oh yeah,  because Horan said to the whole world about us and she got drunk because she couldn't believe ehat happened. What is wrong with him? He was just pretending that he feels sorry for me to get in my pants. Well, dear, it won't happen again! '

Of course it won't! You can't take girls's virginity twice!' voice in my head stands up and rose it's voice.

Suddenly, I feel that my area is hurting like hell. I look down on the water and see that water changed color in red. Fuck. I am bleeding.

I storm out of the tub and dry myself. A tear slips on my cheek and I wipe it away. Enough crying for this night. It's already 4.45. I dress myself and slip through channels on TV. I don't even pay attention to what's on TV. I check my phone. No messages, no missed calls, no voice messages. No one cares about me.

Yaaay!

I've never been walking this slow to school in my life. First class is biology and I can't stand that professor. She looks like a witch. I am late for the class but I don't really care. I knock on the door and come in.

"I am sorry for being late. There was a car accident" I lie and look down to hear her reaction

"Don't lie to me young lady. Sit down and pay attention to what I am saying"

Such a relief. She actually doesn't do that. She just kick students out. Lucky as I am, she didn't do that this time. I glance at my seat. Niall is sitting there. Fuck! I tought it's only on history classes. I roll my eyes and sit next to him.

"Charlie" He whispers. I take a pen and last notebook page and write

*Don't talk to me. Today. Tomorrow. Ever.*

I show it to him and he sighs.

Next class is english. I have to say, I love this class. It's fun and professor is the best. He is 30 years old but acts like he is our age. I love that about professors. His name is Matthew Rollens and he is from Australia.

School bell rang and I am already on my seat. Niall walks towards me and sits next to me. I roll my eyes and look the other way. I haven't seen Anastasia today. She ditched?

"Okay class! Take your seats and let's move on with real stuff" Mr.Rollens says and hands us papers. Guess we are working in pairs.

"Today, we're going to talk about famous triology '50 shades of Grey'. I don't care if this is too erotic, I bet everyone have read this. Let's see who hasn't?" He says and few students raise their hands. Losers!

"Okay then, you 4 won't talk about this but you can raise your hand if you want to add something or comment something. First question! What do you think about Christian's addiction to female population?"

One girl raises her hand and answers: "I think that he is pshyco. And that he shouldn't treat girls that way"

Oh please! You would enjoy that!

"Next question. What do you think about Anastasia's and Christian's relationship?"

I raise my hand and Mr.Rollens nod at my direction.

"I think that Ana and Christian are sweet together. He changed his way of living because of her and she tried to be good for him and adjust his way of living. I think that sex is not as important as guys seem it is. Relationships aren't based on sex and those stuff. They are based on loyality from partners. And I think that it's wrong when Christian was, sorry on my words, spanking the shit out of Ana for no reason or just because she would say something rude to him over mail." I say and smile at Mr.Rollens.

"Good job Charlie. Move on to the nex-" Mr.Rollens started but got cut off by Niall.

"You really think that he spanked the shit out of her with no reason? I think that few times she deserved it. She said one time that she wants him to hit her. But after he did that she left him. And I disagree with you about sex in relationship. Every relationship must have something intimate. Every relationship would be boring without it. That's how it works." He winks and I roll my eyes. I have something worse to say to him and I can't hold it back.

"Yeah, you are right. Ana said to Christian that she is a virgin and he accepted that. And what happens to them after Christian took her virginity? He didn't leave her! He was right there for her. And I think that every relationship that is based on sex, sex and just sex is relationshit!" I yell at Niall's face. I take my bag and run out of the classroom, even though it's not finished yet.

I have feeling that I didn't talk about Christian and Anastasia at all, but about me and Niall. What the hell is happening in my head?! I take my books from my locker and suddenly, two arms are on my shoulders. I jump slightly and turn around to see the last person I want to see now.