All I Want For Christmas Is You (Completed)

Santa Baby

{Santa Baby} by Eartha Kitt

Monica's POV

I smile and kiss him. We kiss up against the hallway walls until I lose control of my body and push him towards his apartment. He gets the door open and we walk in.

He looks at me longingly.

"You're pulchritudinous." He says.

"What does that mean?" I giggle.

"It's from Joey's word of the day toilet paper. It means your a person who has incredible physical beauty."

I laugh.

"Thank you." I smile.

"Of course," He says whispering into my ear, "I'm only stating the truth."

I kiss him. I don't know why I'm doing this but I do it anyway. In a weird way it feels good. Chandler makes me feel amazing and I haven't felt that way in a long time. But is this the right thing to do?

We sit down in his barcalounger. I rest on his lap. Everything goes away while I kiss him. Chandler's hand slides up and down my body. It eventually makes it's way up my shirt. My hands rest on his muscular chest. He slowly slides his other hand up my shirt. I feel him fiddle with by bra clasp when I pull back. He looks at me confused.

"I'm really sorry but I can't."

"Oh." He says disappointed.

"No. No. It's just I don't know if it's best idea." I stutter.

"I get it. I just think it would have been really amazing." He admits.

"It would be." I sigh.

We sit in silence for awhile before he takes my hands in his.

"You can always come to me if you need anything." He says.

"I know." I tell him.

"Good." He says.

"I'll see you later." I confirm.

"Okay. Umm Mon?" He questions.

"Yeah?" I turn around.

He walks toward me and gives me a short sweet kiss.

"Bye." He whispers.

"Bye." I smile.

I walk out the door and smile to myself. I shake my head and laugh. I can't believe what just happened. Are we together? Should we be together? Do I want to be together?  Or the even bigger question, what is he thinking?