Will it happen?

One way to say it...

kara's POV
I have no idea how I dared to say yes... I'm looking in the mirror trying to fix my curled up crazy hair.
He wants to take me out today.
I've been avoiding Max for 2 days now, after seeing him kiss Vanna there is no excuse for him to bring up. And frankly I don't want to here his bullshit.
I get ready fast, put on very loose clothes, my black sneakers tied my her up, no make up and a gray sweatshirt around my waist.
I check the time off my phone and see the 25 missed calls from Max.
I don't know how he dares to call me.
I put my phone in pocket and look at myself one last time in the mirror.
Nick text make my pocket vibrate. He's at the door.
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It takes 20 minutes to get the restaurant that he made a reservation. As I enter the place I feel the comforting smell of coffee in the air.
I look at the menu as he is sitting down.
We order some food and afterwards coffee and wait for our order to come through.
"Kara, can I ask you a question?!"
"Sure." I force my self a smile
"Did you just agree to come on a date with me because you felt pity for me or you felt obligated?!"
"No, honestly I come on this date to tell you we can't be more than friends. Not because you are not forgiven, you are. But I don't want to hold you on hook, I have feelings for someone else... It's complicated but I can't not give it a chance.
You seem like a good guy I would love to be your friend as long as it won't hurt you..."
"I see... okey FRIEND who is the mystery guy? That lucky bastard?!"
I let out a chuckle, "Umm, it's Max. We have known each other for a really long time and he always makes me feel safe. And we had some moments in the past. I really wanna give it a try."
"So why aren't you here with him?! I saw him last night coming back from the backstreet that's why I approached. Why didn't you tell him??"
This is so wired talking to him about it, but also good to know we can go to the friend zone, I continue "We were kissing last night and I wanted to tell you but then I saw him kissing Vanna right behind you , so I accepted it."
He stairs at we with confusion.
"What is it?! Did I say something?!"
"No, no it's just wried him kissing HER cause I remember the day I told him about my illness he was talking about how he hates her and what a bitch she is becoming, that wa-"
"Wait a minute!? When did you guys talk about this?!"
He drags his hands to his hair thinking about it. "4 or 5 months before he brought me to group. What this has to do with anything?!"
"So he knew about your illness?!"
He frowns,"Yes pretty much in details."
"Wow"
"What?! What did I miss?!"
"He knew and said no shit."