Love you to the Death Star and back.

Are you Okay?

He stares into my eyes and looks as if he was going to murder me for some reason. I pick out a confused expression to throw at him and my face turns into a worried mask absorbing my face. "Did I do something?" My question makes him flinch. Ha, chicken. He aggressively grabs my arms and connects his lips with mine. My whole body is on fire as if I am on the surface of the sun. I feel the vibration of his moan into my mouth and dig my nails into his back making him moan again. He gently bites my bottom lip making my nails digging in his back further. I open my mouth and our tongues intertwine with mine. This kiss is aggressively passionate with love and hatred both fighting in war with hate slowly dying.

He releases from my lips and I smile so wildly it scares the living crap out of him. "Your scaring me princess." I release a giggle that has never been heard before from my mouth. "That just felt so good!" My mouth is slowly watering wanting more. Wait!? Did I just make out with Luke Ryder!? Ha, funny. "Do you wanna do it again?" I nod my head as he grabs the back of my neck and my back propping me up. He slowly leans in until our lips are touching. The hand propping up my bare back slowly goes down to my upper thy and doesn't move the other one behind my back. Our lips move in sync and beautifully.
The hand on my thy tightens its grip and the other moves up and down feeling my bare back. I have never felt this way and I have never kissed this way. With Jeffrey, it was just a plain kiss and I know I lied about not having my first kiss but I was too humiliating to even think I kissed him.

I push him off lightly as our foreheads are pressed together. Tears streaming down my face as I breathe heavily. "Are you okay?" I nod my head but doesn't buy my silent lie. "Your not okay, tell me, what's wrong?" I release a deep sigh and he let's go of my back looking into my eyes. "I couldn't fight the urge not to kiss you." He shakes his head and comes closer looking at me with a warm smile. "What do you mean?" I look down and see his fists clenched like he's going to punch me but he notices I'm looking and releases his anger by holding my hand and squeezing it. "I don't want to fall and hurt myself like the last time I loved. I don't want my heart broken again. I don't want to sit in my room crying because of something I did that was stupid! I don't want to be hurt!" When I look down at his hand intertwine with mine let's go and tears are streaming down my face rapidly. "Okay I get it, you think I am a Player that can't control his actions and never loves! Well you changed me! I'm  not like those guys that sleep with every girl they get their hands on anymore! You changed me like no one has before! Your different, different than other girls! You put people before others, don't care about your appearance, and you know what!? I LOVE YOU!" Tears rush out of his chocolate brown eyes as he yells.

I pull him close but he harshly throws my hand and walks toward the door. "I...love you too." But its too late. He has already shut the door before I quietly said those very important words.

I feel like he just stepped on my heart and crushed it in his cruel hands. He HURT ME! Like I said he would! I was right...sadly. A few more tears escape my eyes before I wipe them away. This has happened before. And that was hard to forget until I saw him again. I feel like I just died inside.

When I see the door open I wipe my eyes until it looks like I haven't been crying. "Jaidyn?" I see Mac and Kimmy come into the room and looks at me while I sniffle. "What happened between you and Luke?" Mac crosses her arms across her chest as Kimmy comes closer. "Yea, he stormed out of the room like you two just fought!" I look down at my hands and look back up at them and a tear freely runs down my cheek and Jyn comes in and runs to me cupping my cheek and rubbing off the tear.

"He's not worth this tear that comes out your beautiful green eyes. He doesn't deserve to be cried over..." she looks back at the girls and quietly asks them something, "do you think that was good? I just thought of that. I am really proud of myself!" She looks back at me and her smile disappears and gives me a hug and I hug her back. "The doctor says that your better then he thought you was and you get to go home early so your going home tomorrow." I fake smile at them and nod my head. "Well you should be getting your rest. You had a long day." They walk out the door and I look at the clock.

10:46 p.m.

I slowly move my head and shut my eyes going to sleep to dream about how to vet my ass out of this mess...

Lukes POV

I feel terrible for yelling at Jaidyn and doing that to her! I didn't get to hear what she was even going to say but my anger just had ruin it for me. I don't know why I did that.  I don't know why I lime her so much!

Because you like her because she's pretty, smart, generous, and you care about her because you are falling in love with her...

Oh shut up, conscious! I know that she's pretty and everything but can't fall in love with her! I can't! Bad Boys don't fall on love! Especially with geeks! I have to get her out of my mind but how?
I bet I know how. Since she isn't going to be at school tomorrow I can do something that won't break her. I can get my mind of of her by having fun...