Going home was a bad idea opening the door was a bad idea because I see Rudy and Ernie sitting there waiting for me behind me i hear josh calling me I leave the door wide open runing up my stairs to my room I feel and blacked out i feel someone pick me up and put me in my bed and after that i hear something break in my room i dont have much straight to wake up I didn't eat today you guys wanted me to but I didn't have money to buy food nor did. Want to eat.
*12:05*
I finally wake up seeing all you guys around my bed I don't say anything because there's tape i my mouth I start to scream I'm scared u guys start to talk but I dont understand what your saying till Rudy finally takes off the tape and I scream but no one can hear me no one is home
They let me free but only if i stay quiet and i dont try to run.
Walking into the kitchen with josh behind me im scared because all I can say is "are you guys going to rape me?" You stand there in stock walking up to me hugging me and then you let go and leave the house crying what is going to happen. Rudy is coming I can tell because he's calling my name i sit down and wait for him.
*Bella there you are come on let's put you in bed now *
*No*
*LETS GO BELLA I DONT WANT TO HURT YOU RIGHT NOW*he grabs my arm and pulls me to me room i try to yell but he throws me on my bed tells Ernie to leave and locks the door. Hes walking to me hits me then leaves im sitting here bleeding i call josh he doesn't answer because he left his phone here. Great !.
I fall asleep just hoping it doesn't happen again tomorrow.
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Randombella finds out everything that her best guy friends keeps from her . she doesn't want to be alive anymore going back and forth between life and death she wants to choose but it's hard.
