Going to school seeing you I walk up to you half way but you walk away you don't know what I've been threw I see Rudy walk up to me picking up the Hoodie u gave me and looking at the bruise he left then he hit me again I fell to the floor and hold my stomach I look up to see you standing there laughing i get up walk to you and hit you in front of everyone and run to my car.
I arrived at my favorite spot where I showed Rudy and you because you two made me show you once I sat down i heard you 3 call my name im on the Clift I return to see you guy and all you and can is smile and laugh but when I jumped you and Rudy ran to save me it was to late I have already hit the water and I didn't bother trying to swim my way up you 2 didn't Bother to jump for me instead you to sit there with your head in your hands but then my lung's began to feel up with water thats when you guys knew it wad time to save me but it was to late i hat hit the bottom of the lake and I have just given up i thought about killing myself for so long it is finally going to happen.
I close my eyes and wait.
letting out my last breath.
YOU ARE READING
why now?
Randombella finds out everything that her best guy friends keeps from her . she doesn't want to be alive anymore going back and forth between life and death she wants to choose but it's hard.
