I wake up for school and that's when I see him.
Josh
He's the new kid in all my classes what if he thinks I'm cute that never happens but I won't let that get to me.
*Hey?*
*Hi im Bella*
*Hey bella im Josh I'm new here mind showing me around?*
*yeah sure *
After showing him around I noticed he's in all my classes and do does him.* In the hallway*
I'm at my locker and I see Rudy and Ernie walking to me again.but this time Rudy grabs me and pulls me out of the hallway outside of everyone's sight.
*Bell why haven't you been talking to us ?* .....
*What do you me we where never friends why do you think we are?*
*Because me and Ernie care for you and your safety!*What why do they care about me they are the reason I was in the hospital!.
Im home alone today at school was not my day I dont even know why they would call me a friend.
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why now?
Losowebella finds out everything that her best guy friends keeps from her . she doesn't want to be alive anymore going back and forth between life and death she wants to choose but it's hard.