Waking up to go to school is not fun anymore but I have to so i can get out of this place. *Bella happy birthday now get ur ass up and to school* shit I forgot that i have to go and see my family for my birthday.
Getting to school and seeing u first u run up to me think that we are together because you kissed me well guess what Rudy were not dating.
*Hay babe how are you *he says while grabbing my hand and holding it. what the fuck. I look up and he has a big smile on his face. I push him away and run to my locker.
All I hear from behind is Rudy calling me so i put in my headphones and blast my music so i can't hear him.
Someone is tapping on my shoulder so I look up and see a teacher i pull them out and stand up
*Yes?*
*Your late to class.dont you think you should go?*
*Oh I'm sorry thank you for telling me but what class period is it?*
*It's 7 period*
*Oh thank you* The last thing I say and walk to my car. Getting to my car and seeing you on the phone with a rose in ur hand but i dont even know you so why bother he probably has the wrong person anyways.
*Excuse me for your on my car*
*Oh yeah sorry are you bella?*
*That's me *
*Here you go * He hands it to me and runs off. What just happened ? But I throw it in the back of my car and drive to Starbucks and get my normal then I drive home and surprised by my sister giving me a big hug and a lil box.
*Happy birthday !!!!*
*Umm thanks *
*Open it ur going to love it *
*Yeah like the way I love your new car!*
*You seen it!*
*Uh yeah it was parked in my spot!*
*Okay just open it bella !!*
*Fuck okay * opening it and seeing car keys what I run out side and go to the car and unlock it what I got a new car yes finally.
*Oh my fucking god thank you so much sis I love it!!!!*After that i go inside and get drunk with my family and there friends. The rest of the night i cant remember. All i can remember is falling asleep.
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Acakbella finds out everything that her best guy friends keeps from her . she doesn't want to be alive anymore going back and forth between life and death she wants to choose but it's hard.