(Kalifa)
Now I'm back to reality, everything is not peaches and cream
I live in a curse that's a blessing because the blessing is a dream
I can dream things that's all make believe, my screams are laughter
My tears are joy, walking into my house holding my breath, Lord please give me a break
I exhale to see that my nightmare is not here, God you do answer my prayers
Just give me one night of peace let me sleep please
Don't wake me up, no not yet, they say once you fall in a dream, you never come back
Wait, I'm almost there, I'm about to hit the ground but then I hear it's voice...
(6am)
"Kalifa! Wake up!" I hear this monster, the feel of his hands is something I can't get used too. I feel his hand digging in my panties, I try to act sleep.
SMACK!!!
It didn't work this time, I grab my face wincing in pain
"You're going to enjoy this today." He says this everytime, I don't think I ever will
I can't cope with the pain, not physical pain but the pain that this is my father, pushing himself inside of me
Not caring if I bleed, scream, kick , how could he do this? I'm feeling sick!
Help me! I yell silently I feel something happening this time its different
SWOOSH!
I feel a leak in between my legs
I push hard to get him off of me, what is the new feeling?
I look down to see blood... Lots of blood...
Little did I know that God answered me, killing that demon baby that once lived inside of me
I sit up days later on a hospital bed,
look at what he did to me
I'm free I don't have to carry my little sister or brother
God does hear me but should I scream louder?
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The Skin I'm In (Urban Fiction)
Fiksi RemajaThis story written in a poetic and regular style, shines light on two teens growing up, living in a stereotypical world. It is written in POV's and I hope you guys enjoy. Kalifa James, is 17, in her senior year of high school. She's going through a...
